For the first time in weeks. Thoughts and prayers appreciated

Being the age where a lot of the older people in your life are passing away or are having their quality of life deteriorate. It’s very tough to balance being there for them and spending time but also prioritizing the life that I’m living

Im winning again, know that.

Back to back with Melodrama King and Queen shit, tbh.

No one mentioned yesterday and I've just been being quiet and focusing on work. And I'm off tomorrow for a dentist appointment, so that helps, Thursday will feel back to normal.

https://www.kovaze.com/designs/11268 It's similar to the one I made yesterday! What do you think?

But I would wanna be that old bitch with the hat and send Glaceon Jtee into battle… I know they’re coming back with the win

40 minutes of red light mask 7 minutes of green light mask 40 minutes of blue light mask 7 whacks to the face with a hammer another 30 minutes with a red light mask all done ugh #hotgirlsummer

https://kovaze.com/shopping/148

Flips my hair. I do NOT want to contribute to Kovaze's low player numbers right now..Kovaze NEEDS to thrive. I am a positive force and a beacon of light.

Is such a goof ball 😭😭 he just sits there like 🫤🫤🫤 while these poor girls just stare off into the distance

Daze CasinoCheese NaughtyNacho Akshar Finish this game already, I want to see if I’ll have any luck in the draw after being blocked from playing so many times

from snels with to 6s

Take it to your Discord chats. I didn't make this website to give people a platform to express how much they hate someone. There's not a single person in the world that I hate, that's not how I choose to live my life and I would be a hypocrite if I created a platform that allows people to hate. I'm sure some of you believe you have a "valid reason to hate someone", great I'm not going to police who you hate, but my platform isn't your medium to express that. Sorry if this disappoints you.

Greetings, Kovazia. The current moderation era has come to an end. Whilst the moderation team did an excellent job and their efforts are greatly appreciated, I stand firm in my belief that the community should not be moderated by its peers, because it promotes paranoia and distrust within the community. For that reason, I am acquiring external moderators that do not have a history within this community. I will also be returning as the lead moderator. For now, please direct all moderation inquiries to Moderation, which currently consists of me and an external moderator. Please do NOT spam this account with joke mails, and do not send reports via mail. Reports should always be filed via the report feature. As we are under a heavier work load, you may not always receive a response to your mail (but it will always be read). The rules will be revisited and I will post any future Moderation updates on the Moderation account. For now, do NOT make blogs commenting on the identities of ex-moderators. Furthermore, ex-moderators have been asked not to comment on decisions made in confidentiality - do NOT approach them with the intent of receiving intel on prior decisions. Doing so may result in a penalty. Thank you all, The Kovaze Team

From doing it before. Moderating you lot, is absolutely fucking miserable. Y'all can neg me for saying it IDC. You get home after working all day, exhausted log in, and you have like 43 reports because someone called you a buff sniffing loser in Frenzy, and if you don't ban the person then you are literally committing crimes against humanity and if you do, you are a bias moderator. However, DOWN WITH THE MODS. I AM THE PUBLIC NOW. LIBERATION TASTES SO SWEET.

:) <3 itsamodernlife - first of all, THANK YOU? that’s so sweet :’) secondly, mine for you would be how considerate you are! you are always so genuinely interested in getting to know the people around you and put effort into doing so rain - your kindness and how genuine you are! you are always such a sweetie pie on here Chibi - honestly the mutual respect we have for one another despite barely talking LOL :’) you are always so kind to me and i feel like i can trust you jadennator1 - your sense of humour and your competitiveness!!! playing anything with you is seriously always so fun because you pop off every time and it sends me LMAO katheryn - that is so sweet of you, thank you katheryn 🥺 for me, my fav thing about you is how much effort you always put into making sure the people around you are feeling good. you are also always genuinely interested in just about anything anyone talks about which i find endearing tisha - HALF PAST! jokes aside, probably how honest you are and you are very wise. i feel like we can talk about a lot of serious things together and are on similar wavelengths lolicapolica - how generous you are! you are so kind and always look out for your friends in any way you can jaded - honestly? your growth :) i can tell you have changed a lot over the years and i have a lot of respect for you! james - how nice and patient you are!!!! smores_poptart - your sense of humour, you are very funny frostbite - your sense of humour and your more vulnerable side. i rarely see the latter but i like getting to know the genuine side of you hwest14 - your optimism! you are seriously the sweetest lil southern belle and you are always such a positive light :) you make my day when you hop on call misschloekay - i have a lot of respect for anyone who logs every game they play, especially in a creative way! i love your creativity with your race charts in particular daze - your patience and generosity. you deal with a lot of nukes on here yet all you do is give and give <3 torimarie - MONTANA? HEY! honestly from what i can remember about you back on tg you have always been so sweet with some SPICE! i love that you dont take shit greedy - my favourite thing about you has always and will always be your humour. you are easily one of the funniest people ive met dumblonde - your TASTE! it is truly exquisite. music, shows, movies, it doesnt matter desh - your ambition and kindness <3 you have such a sweet soul and i am so proud of everything you do nick - your fearlessness! you always put yourself out there and i love/respect that about you mittens - nothing. jk.... i honestly mostly love how easy you are to talk to. you are very trustworthy and loyal <3

I've come to realize how much time I've spent on this site like damn. There are so many people that I've met in here, people that I've known beforehand that I've gotten to know better, people that I never thought I'd get to know who I now admire deeply. I'm now taking time to recognize some of the many people in here that I've gotten to know and appreciate, and ultimately thank you for brightening my day when it was low, helping me out when I was just a Kovaze baby, bringing a random chuckle into my day, and so much more. And I have to start at the very beginning, which is Benopolis and noorscultt introducing me to Kovaze through a Discord stream when they were on race. Thank you two for introducing me to this (mostly) lovely community. Furthermore, thank you to KnowUh who recognized who I was in my very first game (a frenzy) and invited me to an alliance right off the bat, like that's king. Ily Noah 🥹 Then I started my Arena journey, and I have to give a major thank you to Rainolds, RobbieRIOT, spartagow (and ur other alts like damn), Goomybear, Josh, and KaliMinaj for being major helps in discovering the arena formats, how to play, and more! You guys are part of the reason I'm able to play as well as I do today. And it isn't me covering arena without mentioning Medusaluh, the QUEEN of arenas. Thank you for always being a worthy adversary. And another thank you to VenusVafa for guiding me through my early arenas, which brings me to my next section... My lomls hausofkimchi melanie VenusVafa , the way we all bonded over being horrible at comps afhgoashfoifjawiosjoiesjr. We bonded individually over different events, and then Kovaze brought us all together to be a core. I love you all and you guys are my PEOPLE on period. <3 DrewmeliaBedelia DON'T THINK I FORGOT ABT YOU. One of my favorite people to play with on this site, we need to play race together so we can win. Love you down 🥹 Another gamemode I grinded the hell out of was Race, and I will forever be grateful for Connor and his lenience as I saved 0 like twice in a row (and his patience while I was on his opp list). One of my earliest race memories was just gawking at Dream and style's scores because they were like 400x higher than mine, and they were sliding me comp tips in pms as I was already somewhat getting the hang of things, but still had a long way to go. You two are a major reason I understood the STRATEGIES of comps like Chain Pop and Match3, my two worst comps at the time, so thank you so much. And although I've only played like 10 games of it, Legend is a major reason why I did well in like any of my Frenzy games, and he's shown me his loyalty and more (and vice versa), as well as provided friendship through direct mails, always checking in. And for that, I am grateful. <3 Thank you. Before I move on to the next part, a quick shoutout to Carmencita, Peach, Cristi, Gabs, and Stayc - my Spanish/Brazilian acquaintances who I met through arena and grew to love. Cristi, Gabs, it's more recent that I got to know you two, but you guys are both lovely people, and Cristi, you are so funny! Carmen/Peach, you two have been there for me since my early games, you know my og grind haha! Stayc, I remember when you were Yoon, and I loved you DOWNNNN. I'm so glad you're back, in your designing era, and queening out in Royale. It's going down <3 At some point, I transitioned from just playing the games to wanting to get to know the community more, and I've been exposed to many sides of it all. So here, I'm going to show love to those from each section I became familiar with, the ones who welcomed me with open arms. Starting with NaughtyNacho and papa, I remember I joined a Kovaze VC for the first time and you guys were in there; both of you were dope asf and made me feel included, despite knowing literally NO ONE in there. It made me want to talk to even more people, because you guys were so welcoming. On that same vein, hwest14 invited me to a mini he did outside of and it was filled with alot of his friends, but everyone in that mini still brought me in as a player, and I made it decently far :D Thank you, Houston ^^ and thank you Greedy Illya @others (i'm too lazy) for being wild asf, but thank you especially for those 2 for being my opps of the ssn it made it so fun. Some of the people in that mini included Amandasings04 and AngieKStan, two individuals that invited me to their corner of Kovaze, which have so many lovely people that I love greeting. Amanda, the amount of kindness and sheltering you've given me is nothing short of gracious. Angie, I'm so glad you don't hate me anymore 🥹 I also have to give a major thank you to Maddie and Manon, who recognized me immediately from Final Fate like I WAS GAGGED??? I didn't think anyone would recognize me from that of all places. They made me feel very welcome in my arenas when we played together, and slowly introduced me to the rest of the gang (plus more) in Onyx, Idol, dino, Lover, and daze. I love you all and I love the Love Club. On a separate vein, I'd like to give individual thank yous to CarltonRS and katheryn. Carlton, you're someone that kinda swept me under your wing more recently and you have a huge heart. There's a reason you're friends with everyone, you give EVERYONE time of day, which is kinda incredible. Katheryn, where do I even start? You're the Miss Congeniality of Kovaze, and I knew when we were paired in our first race together that I'd love you and what you bring to this site. I'm so glad we got to know each other through those races, and you've grown a lot as a person and as a player since then! You always interact with my blogs and spread your positivity, and some days I definitely need it. I wanna reconnect through messages again :) I cannot possibly forget about Metropolis, a problematic mf but someone I was loyal to the soil to like that's mamas right there. You and Tide are people that I'm appreciative of for inviting me to a clique that made me feel at home when I got kicked out of my previous one. Love you metro <3 As much flack as Royale gets for its social dynamics, it definitely helped me get closer and get to know so many different people; - I went from despising Sam for mistakenly thinking he bombed me to working with him and getting to connect with more people through him like Poof and koolness234 (I LOVE YOU DAVIDPOOF). - I held a (joking, but slightly serious) grudge against JTee for like a week after back to back snipes in Outcasted and Royale just for us to switch things around and get to know each other alot better. Like that's the next royale winner! - Justini and Poppy were my most recent allies in Royale, and I grew to adore them both. Justini, you know I will always be up for your dl masc trucker trade avi era. Poppy, I've loved getting to know you these past few days and I look forward to messaging you more so we can continue to get to know each other :D Lastly, I'd like to take time to recognize people that I am just now getting to know on the site, who have shown me nothing but care and affection. You guys rock! - Jessiejedi (You message me every day checking in, and it's so sweet of you. You were already one of my favorites in arena and I'm very happy to catch up with you every now and then.) - Fire (I didn't know how much of an impact I had giving you comp tips until you sent me that gift with a message. You're overall a really dope dude and I appreciate every interaction we have ^^) - DOOM (I love when we mail. Every time i see a DOOM post I know I have to interact. You're a very honest, down to earth guy, and I hope you know how many smiles you put on people's faces, myself included. You've done so much for this community.) - Chase (Less developed, but I love randomly mailing you and supporting you throughout your endeavors in your blogs. Hope you're taking care of yourself and doing alright ^^) - unfortunate (This is very recent, but I love getting to know about your baking startup! Keep me in the loop! You're also a refreshing person to speak with throughout all of our interactions.) - Pipes (You've sent me messages and interacted with my blogs so many times to the point where you've seriously become one of my favorite people to talk to. You genuinely care and take time out of your day to check in on how I'm doing. Very easy to talk to, as well!) - PureEssence (I just have a lot of admiration for you and your art skills, as well as how much care that goes into your work. The traitors event, the art you're drawing currently, I can see the effort and it's something that goes a long way. You're amazing.) I could honestly go on forever but I have a class to attend in 30 mins and I may or may not have an exam in that class. Don't be discouraged if you don't see your name on there; this is just what I could come up with off the top of my head, and every experience that I have with a user has shaped who I am on Kovaze... mostly for the better. Envious taught me how to rage at Race partners and threaten people with bans but I had to unlearn that. (Get him to teach you how to run Celebrities, though!) If anyone wants to mail me and just chat, I'm so open to that! Love getting to know people on here. I hope to create more memories on here before I inevitably move on to the next chapter of my life. Stay gold, everyone.

anything monty said was monty. not tisha. i am sorry to the friends i had to warn and punish... i love you all. i will be staying away from royale for a long time. i will be SPEARHUNTED. have a blessed evening and goodnight.

IN YOUR OPINION, what is the biggest issue to the site? / if you could add one thing to / change one thing about this site, what would it be? like bringing back the events team, adding a new game/new comps, changing the shops game, switching up royale enrollment, etc. i have seen like an absurd amount of people say that the site has been boring them lately, so i just want to know what people think needs to be changed gonna tag sin just in advance, hopefully ppl engage w this dont let me down yall

at the thought of who an "external mod" could be. like if its someone truly RANDOM that has never had ANY interaction with reality tv websites / ORGS..... like they are in for a WILDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ride! What would you even do if you got a report from a user being harassed because their exgirlfriend and her new boyfriend made a vlog burning your 5XL panties and making out? #TinaBeena #MelissaSinclair

i forget how truly unique (derogatory) this community is, even when compared to other online reality game communities. like i met my gf of 5 years through orgs and there is NO way for me to explain that a messy man pretending to be named Amanda sings was doing Nancy Drew detective work to find breadcrumbs that led to the Kovaze mods. and i ESPECIALLY can’t say that one of the breadcrumbs was Lemjam6 doing cybersex blogs and alternating between tagging a mod account and that mod’s real account like even typing THAT was tedious

than seeing people vocally support nenalala whilst at the same time spam reporting the hell out of her

was knowing Chibi was raven because he blogged on the wrong account and my 24/7 online ass saw it and didn’t even mention it until he messaged like “did you see a blog 4 days ago” LMFAOOOO and that JessieKowalski was roan cause he gifted them from my boutique and you can see the anon sales and i just put 2 and 2 together two secrets i took to the grave </3

and i will tell you how much i LOVE you #iStandWithSin #SpreadPositivity Papa - we never talk but i know an icon when i see one. LOVE you mid-ly Sprite - love you! but be kind sprite.. Glitter - i dont think we ever spoke before so loves you smally YanderTron21 - love you much! king jessiejedi - my bingo queen, love you! Poppy - ty for rooting for me in royale, love you too! MarieEve - we never really talk but always work together so love you mid-ly! itsamodernlife - king, love you lots! brookie - i wish i could spoil you lots diva yawnha - love you smally rain - love you with my mid one! we dont talk much but you're an icon Idol - love you but minus points for hating me in F&F.. NotNicky333 - love you so much! known you for so long now Schmooboy - love you soso much too!! miss you <3 desh - love of my life.. love you.. Mint - love you lots! Glad to see you again!

"at one point u rlly were just reporting people like you were winning hoh from it" - Chibi about DOOM I think we have all learned something new tonight........

never sat right with me is the way robbieriot was abusing his mod powers. are we not gonna talk about that

When it comes to blogs. Chibi is now jobless and homeless, no hall of fame for you double agent.

my store sold out so fast I couldn't even ask a friend to give me a gift :(