I guess it's officially my Birthday which means I'm 34 now. This year has been a crazy one. As many of you know, I take care of my grandma full-time which means I don't have the time to go and meet people irl. This site came along at the right time and I am so happy with the friends and relationships I have formed in the past few months. Thank you everyone who has been kind and has shown me what I was missing in my life. Here's to another year around the sun!

My birthday is today , September 9th. Well it's still September 9th here at least. Yeah so I turned 39 today. I am freaking out because I will be 40 in 1 year. That just makes me feel old to know i am almost 40. Well the past 2 years have been the worst years of my life honestly. It's a long story. But basically what happened was in February of 2025 I had a medical emergency and had to go to the hospital. The doctors told me that I would have died if I wouldn't have come to the hospital quickly enough. So yeah it was a serious medical problem that can be deadly. But i got treatment and I made a full recovery in May of 2025. Well then in February of this year I had another medical problem. It's a completely different issue than the one i had last year. And luckily I didn't have to go to the hospital this time. But it just sucks to have medical problems 2 years in a row. Also I have a 26,000 dollar hospital bill from February of 2025 that my insurance company wont pay. They are supposed to pay most of it. And they wont pay anything. Here it is 1 and a half years later and they still refuse to pay. So I am like are they going to wait until the year 2030 to pay this bill? I honestly don't know what to do to get them to pay. Maybe I need to see about getting a patient advocate to help me. Yes insurance in the usa is the worst. It really seems like insurance companies wont pay for anything that costs more than 10,000 dollars. I dont know what the point is in having insurance. Because it seems like i can't use it for emergencies. If you have health problems you don't want to live in the usa. I just hate the way the health insurance is here. But even though i have had a bad 2 years I did have a good birthday. I got a new cell phone for my birthday. I got the Samsung galaxy 26 ultra. The phone I used to have was the Samsung galaxy 21 which was 5 and a half years old. So this was a great upgrade. But yeah I am hoping that I can finally have a good year in 2027. Hopefully i wont have anymore health problems next year. And maybe the hospital will finally pay my bill in 2027. I can always hope that I will finally get that resolved. I am glad that I am still alive after being pretty close to dying last year though. And hopefully I can live to see my 40th birthday next year.

Called Fresh Faces. It’s a little different from regular castings. Days change every 12 hours, and once per day a star randomly appears that lets you save one of the three nominees. Voting works basically the same way it did in castings, and nominations are based on your challenge scores each day. I made like 10-12 different challenges. Winning is based on an algorithm that factors in your total stars earned throughout the game, your final score in the challenge, and clout points, which are kinda like checks/activity points. You can’t carry stars over between days, but the game keeps track of how many you’ve earned overall. I haven’t tested it with actual players yet, but I have tested it on a test server and it actually works, so I’m pretty proud of myself for that. I kinda lost motivation to keep working on it though. I wasn’t trying to steal anything from Kovaze, I just missed my castings and decided to code something inspired by them.

do you think its safe to go empty my piss jug? i have started bringing the large orange juice jug to my computer so i am able to play 7 arenas at once and do not need to get up and use the bathroom !

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starrydash - tbh you’re fish as fuck and I hope more people welcome you into the community. clubmadison - tbh you’re annoying and I don’t like playing games with you. Dm me your tengaged name tho maybe we were boys ven - tbh I don’t know the difference between you and muribolt and can never tell which of you I’m talking to chloekay - tbh you’re iconic and I want to know you better. You are the backbone of Kovaze in big way and I’ll always be thankful you ended you know who. rawr25 - tbh I think you fake your pics but you’re a great ally and are funny/chill inbadlands - tbh you’re like the sister I never had. You’re my radiant jade and you add so much color to my little kovaze life. When we talk I feel like we are hanging out together watching movies, eating popcorn, listening to music, painting each others nails, and talking shit about ry. jtee - tbh you are equal parts compassionate and dominant. which makes a great masculine leader. bim - tbh I’ve been in love with you for over 10 years and I’d leave my entire life behind just to kiss you again muribolt - tbh I feel like you gave me up to Charlie but I’m at peace with it joeburrow - tbh you’re really pretty and cool and I think we’d be unstoppable together if we really locked in. I love playing island with you even tho I hate your username. But yeah Joe Burrow is hot cherry - tbh I have a deep respect and admiration for you even if you don’t believe me. I think you are very kind, authentic, and creative. I also appreciate the ways you hold others accountable and stand up for your friends! glitter - tbh when I found out you were Tito I wanted to kill myself, but I’ve really loved getting to know the 30 year old Tito. I was absolutely heartbroken when you voted me out of Asbb, but honestly you could kill my entire family and I’d still ride for you. Texas girls just get it. I feel we are cut from the same cloth even though we hate each other. Bunker strong xcharliex - tbh you were the first user on Kovaze I recognized and I was so excited to reconnect with you on here. I think you’re really funny and I loved our calls during the IC days. Unfortunately there’s nothing I can say or do to make you believe that I love you. You can continue to hate me and call me a liar, but I want you to know that I care about you. I will take whatever our current relationship is over having no relationship with you any day of the week. fire - tbh i want to be your best friend. We have similar interests, you don’t take yourself too seriously, and you’re a really good guy. I was so impressed with your celebs vlogs and the effort you put into the song and videos. You remind me of the parts I love the most about myself. You are fully realized potential. I’m excited to talk ball with you and grow closer! isla - tbh I only killed you in Royale bc you were an easy target and I hope we can return to being girls again bc I’m so happy you’re back!

I am taking a break from judging this season but I’d like to share my thoughts every now and then. These are my first glance opinions and would be somewhat similar to how I would’ve judged. JUST MY OPINIONS. don’t take these critiques to heart it’s never that serious #DNTM6 dimitra medusaluh lewis lequishaq 15th- Jordan There is little high fashion or editorial presence here for me. 14th- Isla This looks way too AI and unrealistic for me. It’s hard to make something editorial and high fashion when it lacks realism. Posing is corny. 13th- tajh This isn’t bad it’s just messy. The focus of this photo is all over the place and once again I don’t see a high fashion or editorial presence here. 12th- nora Too AI looking. There’s potential here. Facial expression and posing is nice. Outfit is too unrealistic. 11th - morgan Lots of potential here. The pose is nice and I love the simplicity of it. Your legs just look a bit messed up. 10th - hare This is nice. I like the concept but it’s a bit sloppy. Try making your posing and facial expression a bit less sultry moving forwards. Play with off-centering as well. 9th- wowplatinum Very pretty. I just don’t understand the glowing outfit it doesn’t really make sense to me. Posing and facial expression are nice. 8th- katherinee_ This is nice. It’s powerful but there’s a lack of high fashion / editorial potential here. Like some of the lower ranked photos this doesn’t have a unique or refreshing POV. 7th- chloekay I like the posing and impact this photo has. I just think this outfit looks too AI and is sloppy. 6th- glitter Much better than your first go around. Outfit looks great and there is high fashion potential here. Lacks a bit of impact and the background looks a bit too AI. 5th- gay No major flaws here. You did a decent job it just doesn’t really stand out. Posing and facial expression are good. 4th- x Wow I hate your avatar. It’s just a big disadvantage for you but this photo is one of the most editorial for me. I love the simplicity and composition here. 3rd- antog This is amazing Antog. It’s so cool and has a lot of high fashion potential. I do think the hair looks a bit sloppy but still this is so so good. 2nd- veloura It’s really great. It’s not the most creative but your posing and presence is so powerful. Clean, polished photo. 1st- spacelab You are so impressive. This is well-done, clean, beautiful, and has a lot of high fashion potential for me. Posing and facial expression are really great. You ate.

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and never felt younger! 🎉🥳

To take a shower after refreshing for 2 hours. I’m sick. hwest14 for my mental health please. And maybe we can schedule these at some point?

I would like to formally apologize for one of the most embarrassing displays of competitive ability ever witnessed on this website. I came into this arena with dreams and left with absolutely nothing. To everyone who had to watch me slowly collapse in real time, I am so sorry. To my supporters, you deserved better. To my enemies, congratulations on getting exactly what you wanted. To DEAL specifically, you will be hearing from my mom. 7th place is NOT who I am. I will be taking some time away to reflect, rebuild, and figure out why I am this way - happy to connect with anyone who would like to offer their words at this time. Thank you for respecting my privacy during this incredibly difficult season. Signing off, Triple G (green glizzard goblin), Nebula

🏆 Cherry wins Sacrifice Arena! 🏆 0 minutes ago Competition results: Chris: 6600 Cherry: 4650 Fire: 4650 not the tie lmaoooo I did not expect to win a game with that score in match, hugs Fire

Without being jumped? I find that whenever I talk about drinking that I always get told like oh drink water or be careful or whatever and like I appreciate it fully but I’m a grown man who drinks maybe one a month like I’m able to handle myself