Today Is My Birthday!

My birthday is today , September 9th. Well it's still September 9th here at least. Yeah so I turned 39 today. I am freaking out because I will be 40 in 1 year. That just makes me feel old to know i am almost 40. Well the past 2 years have been the worst years of my life honestly. It's a long story. But basically what happened was in February of 2025 I had a medical emergency and had to go to the hospital. The doctors told me that I would have died if I wouldn't have come to the hospital quickly enough. So yeah it was a serious medical problem that can be deadly. But i got treatment and I made a full recovery in May of 2025. Well then in February of this year I had another medical problem. It's a completely different issue than the one i had last year. And luckily I didn't have to go to the hospital this time. But it just sucks to have medical problems 2 years in a row. Also I have a 26,000 dollar hospital bill from February of 2025 that my insurance company wont pay. They are supposed to pay most of it. And they wont pay anything. Here it is 1 and a half years later and they still refuse to pay. So I am like are they going to wait until the year 2030 to pay this bill? I honestly don't know what to do to get them to pay. Maybe I need to see about getting a patient advocate to help me. Yes insurance in the usa is the worst. It really seems like insurance companies wont pay for anything that costs more than 10,000 dollars. I dont know what the point is in having insurance. Because it seems like i can't use it for emergencies. If you have health problems you don't want to live in the usa. I just hate the way the health insurance is here. But even though i have had a bad 2 years I did have a good birthday. I got a new cell phone for my birthday. I got the Samsung galaxy 26 ultra. The phone I used to have was the Samsung galaxy 21 which was 5 and a half years old. So this was a great upgrade. But yeah I am hoping that I can finally have a good year in 2027. Hopefully i wont have anymore health problems next year. And maybe the hospital will finally pay my bill in 2027. I can always hope that I will finally get that resolved. I am glad that I am still alive after being pretty close to dying last year though. And hopefully I can live to see my 40th birthday next year.