we can talk about it. i WAS HEAD_Mod and have been very open about that fact. i've also been very open about my continued support for sin and the moderation team since my exit from it. like, tisha was one of picks when we hired on new moderators and x was the person who i thought deserved to stay on the team the most, as i privately expressed to sin. but i promise you, nenalala, you have absolutely no clue what the fuck you're talking about or who you're talking to. i promise the last thing i'm upset about is not being a moderator on this website LOL. ask anyone involved -- i had practically quit by the time he got rid of the mods. before that, i'd expressed that i wanted to help choose a new panel, without indicating my interest in remaining on it. i then went out of my way to tell sinthia i thought it was a GREAT choice to get rid of the current mod team in one swoop. and since you seem to really fixate on the idea that i'm upset i'm not a moderator, here's PROOF i was happy about the way things were handled i wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy. if i'm upset about anything, it's that you're allowed to be on this website when you've consistently shown it's not just bad for the community to have you, but it's genuinely bad for your own well being to be on this website. no healthy person talks or reacts the way you do. no emotionally stable person crashes out the way you do. no one with an ounce of self respect blatantly lies and plays the victim like you do. you do countless heinous things and then wait for the person you're attacking to do ONE problematic thing so you can latch onto it forever. you bring up someone telling you to die but ignore the years of you telling people to die or the very recent occurance of you telling someone to get aids. you pretend you don't remember the numerous, well-documented, public disgusting things you've said. i messaged you to apologize for making fun of you, since you were repeatedly claiming i'd done these terribly cruel things to you. you decided this message was me attacking you, bragging about being the moderator to ban you, and all these other things. these are the messages where you claim i was attacking you and being a psychopath (your word, not mine) this bitch thinks every time i enter the conversation he can be like "HEEHAW YOU GOT FIRED FROM BEING A MODERATOR BECAUSE YOU SUCKED HEEHAW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" when it couldn't be further from the truth. i shouldn't have gotten involved in the discourse because i know the most that will come from it is this, but this person A) shouldn't even be allowed on this site and B) should really get a grip on what the fuck is actually happening before opening his mouth

How many more people does Nenalala have to tell to die of AIDS/HIV before he's put back into perm purgatory, he's clearly a negative impact for this site.

apparently my “multis” and “brazilian bot army” were just real people who wanted me to stay. how inconvenient for that little theory. 💋 I STAYED! thank you to every friend, player, and everyone who supported me. my account is only 13 days old today and 13 days ago days ago I barely knew where to click or what to do, Now I’ve survived a vote in the Celebrity agaisnt a player who I really consider an Icon here, I never imagined this happening, Feeling like the ultimate rookie underdog, Just happy that I won my third POV of the season too, both victories here <3 Now I get to sit and let them eat each other alive. To everyone who guided me from the start: thank you. This isn’t where my story ends. I’m going to keep fighting, and after all this, nothing scares me anymore. 🤍 To the remaining players who have ignored me after nominating and couldn't even bother with a lil damage control, and the one who was still beating a dead horse and so sure I was done in a vote agaisnt Kitty gonna remember you that Daisy is THAT GIRL Thank you kitty for keeping it cute and classy!

We're looking for outgoing, bubbly, fun applicants x https://kovaze.com/blog/179841

both times with votes from marwane

with the reality tv hasbeens from the chopllenge, big grodner, and survivor who's getting thrown overboard first? rosemulet and chloekay are the cruise singers

Posting about dick and balls on an online website is far more embarrassing than critiquing an AI photo or two sirvivor

Honestly, weaponising AIDS just to insult someone in a game? That’s utterly foul. Banalising a disease with such heavy history, especially given the historic stigmas surrounding our community, isn't banter, and it definitely isn't strategy. I’m assuming homophobia played a part here, but regardless of the motive, using a serious illness as an attack shows zero class. It just reveals how miserable and pathetic you actually are. Sort yourself out. Nenalala Context: https://kovaze.com/blog/181755 #SaveTezu

happened in Barcelona this week, beautiful! Some important things that happened: - jadennator1 caused a flood in the bathroom two times - tisha leaned back on the balcony instructed by gucci for good photos, almost fell down to his death, gucci laughed - connor fell into some kind of exhaustion coma i had to check his pulse, was beating fine - moved on - envious and melanie experienced cultural differences between serbia and croatia and were forced by gucci to say something terrible on cam in croatian, gucci laughed - ivan sang Stupid Hoe by Nicki word for word without catching breath, jadennator1 joined him - supporting republicans CANCEL THEM DEATHROWW - gucci and lolicapolica were practising Drunk in Love on Barceloneta beach, gucci also almost drowned but didnt want to be saved - envious, jadennator1, tisha and gucci got kicked out of Uber for singing too loud, uber roach said "this is not your house". We made a voodoo doll of him, there will be consequences - lolicapolica and tisha had 1 chicken croquette on the plate for dinner, were full - melanie's poor bag got stolen, JLB player named "Admir" is forever gone If you like my blogs and support my work, follow me for more content, next blog we'll talk about who we shit talked

They nominated me again strictly due to intimidation, and being weak minded. After being lied to, and thrown under the bus by those that I called “allies” for a second time, I have no cards left except to say fuck it we ball, create some fire vlogs and hope that the general public sees the effort I am putting into this game, as it is significantly more than the dogshit many of my cowardly, spineless cast mates are doing. At this point I will likely be nominated over and over again because they are scared of me, and I welcome it. Kovaze, I ask for your vote to stay in this game and to continue this fight. Thank you. https://www.youtube.com/watch/-1d_oN2W4hA

to winner of Frenzy Traitors! GatoPisado Cocoa Royaltyy kitty honey - you've all won 3 vending tokens! Congratulations Tez and ChloeKay for playing a great traitors game.

checks my tags and closes kovaze … today drained me

*in september. this was the hardest win ever. i'm very rusty and now a comp flop, but this just proves that us underdogs (which i actually am now??) can win. i feel truly humbled to have won. #runawayswins

Bunderscore shouldn’t be talking about gay people in general , he’s apparently straight so it’s giving homophobia. Now if he were to experiment a little with butt stuff I might be inclined to give him a free pass. But as of right now, he’s homophobic

20 hour game and if you get 6th place, you get just as much points as you would getting 6th place in arena (less than 30 minutes) Busted beyond belief honey. B.B.B.

work together as a community to end nenalala and nebula? open to suggestions.