i mean if you wanna talk about it

we can talk about it. i WAS HEAD_Mod and have been very open about that fact. i've also been very open about my continued support for sin and the moderation team since my exit from it. like, Beni was one of picks when we hired on new moderators and edgar was the person who i thought deserved to stay on the team the most, as i privately expressed to sin. but i promise you, nenalala, you have absolutely no clue what the fuck you're talking about or who you're talking to. i promise the last thing i'm upset about is not being a moderator on this website LOL. ask anyone involved -- i had practically quit by the time he got rid of the mods. before that, i'd expressed that i wanted to help choose a new panel, without indicating my interest in remaining on it. i then went out of my way to tell sinthia i thought it was a GREAT choice to get rid of the current mod team in one swoop. and since you seem to really fixate on the idea that i'm upset i'm not a moderator, here's PROOF i was happy about the way things were handled i wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy. if i'm upset about anything, it's that you're allowed to be on this website when you've consistently shown it's not just bad for the community to have you, but it's genuinely bad for your own well being to be on this website. no healthy person talks or reacts the way you do. no emotionally stable person crashes out the way you do. no one with an ounce of self respect blatantly lies and plays the victim like you do. you do countless heinous things and then wait for the person you're attacking to do ONE problematic thing so you can latch onto it forever. you bring up someone telling you to die but ignore the years of you telling people to die or the very recent occurance of you telling someone to get aids. you pretend you don't remember the numerous, well-documented, public disgusting things you've said. i messaged you to apologize for making fun of you, since you were repeatedly claiming i'd done these terribly cruel things to you. you decided this message was me attacking you, bragging about being the moderator to ban you, and all these other things. these are the messages where you claim i was attacking you and being a psychopath (your word, not mine) this bitch thinks every time i enter the conversation he can be like "HEEHAW YOU GOT FIRED FROM BEING A MODERATOR BECAUSE YOU SUCKED HEEHAW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" when it couldn't be further from the truth. i shouldn't have gotten involved in the discourse because i know the most that will come from it is this, but this person A) shouldn't even be allowed on this site and B) should really get a grip on what the fuck is actually happening before opening his mouth