Hey Kovaze I've finally wrapped filming two super intense kovaze games back to back. I have been in a competitive mindset for well over a month now. Here's some things I want to say as I go back to civilian life. 1. I'm proud as FUCKKKK of myself. Cannot state this enough I am so proud of what I achieved. I was the star of both games because I know who I am & am comfortable showing it. I swung big every day, made some great and some idiotic moves, and had an incredible run across both games. In Celebs I had the blogs page debating whether I'm xenophobic (?) or just cliquey. The answer is i dont give a fuck. In Skinnisha I played like 34 days without fear and that's what I'm most proud of. It's feels like an honor to have seen I would've nearly swept the jury on such a competitive cast. I think with a more competitive immunity comp I win the whole season no shade. But the star doesn't always win! 2. I feel trauma bonded with Lover for life. I will always stand up for that awful man. Dumb as hell but he's been my rock emotionally in these 2 impossible games. Thank GOD we worked together in both omfg. That's my sister I'm serious. I'm gonna get you and AngieKStan to be friends one day. 3. ChloeKay You still owe me an apology. Reporting me for stating what you did to me is crazy TF ???? I will talk about it whenever I want to talk about it hello??? 4. When Connor calls you for Celebrities SAY NO. Because why did we cast friend groups but then say "it would be unfair if x or gay were on the cast with you". let's make that make sense connor. 5. x is my man. don't ask either of us what that means. meow 6. I get uncomfortable when people talk to me like I'm an influencer when this is just a website & i just have a good personality. the parasocial relationships make me sorta uncomfortable. 7. After ASBB5 ends I'm handing over the keys to Glaceon for ASBB6: Raul's Revenge. And then we'll see if we have enough energy to do ASBB7. Really fucking impressive that we're on season 5 and that people are still into it. If you want to apply for ASBB6 talk to Glaceon! 8. Josh and WowPlatinum we butted heads a lotttttt and I'm really sorry for how heated that got. You two were both excellent parts of Celeb/Skinnish and I'm sorry if I ever made you feel belittled. 9. I'm the best to ever do it in Celebrities AND Skinnisha. There will never be another Amanda. You could never. 10. Nothing else love you Jaded and AngieKStan Shoutout to my #ASBB4 and #ASBB5 cast who had patience thru this impossible journey that seemed like it would never end :D someone gift me for everything i went through.

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Following mattychamps blindside, camp opened with a much lighter revelation: WowPlatinum had apparently spent most of the season thinking October was somebody else entirely. The mood quickly shifted back to strategy, though, when muribolt asked Amanda whether she blamed her for how the last vote unfolded. Amanda’s answer was simple: “Completely, Muri.” Muri accepted the blame, while Sprite pointed out that their side had been “dead in the water” until the Nick vote opened the door for the numbers to shift. For once, Sprite was thrilled to be on the benefiting end of what she called: “Muribolt Treachery.” With Matty gone and Muri’s loyalties once again under scrutiny, the Final 7 entered the next round with the power structure completely shaken up. But there was no time to rest, as the Final 7 were sent straight into their next Individual Immunity Challenge: This time, the castaways had to prove how well they understood the real cost of living in Hawaii. Across 40 different products, players had just 10 seconds each to estimate the real Hawaii retail price. The closer the guess, the more points they earned, with 40 points available in total. The Price of Paradise - Skinnisha Survivor: Hawaii Thanks to the amazing Ven for setting this one up! The results were: muribolt finished seventh with 15.5. Malibu followed with 17, while WowPlatinum narrowly beat her with 17.5. October placed fourth with 20.5. That left Jane, Lover and AMANDA. Jane scored 21.5. Ryan also scored 21.5. But one person had pulled comfortably ahead. With 25.5 points out of 40... AMANDA WON INDIVIDUAL IMMUNITY! Amanda had guaranteed herself safety and a place in the Final 6. At Tribal Council, the Final 7 welcomed Him, xcharliex, Nick and mattychamps back as the growing jury. But before the vote could fully settle, Production announced a brand-new Hidden Immunity Idol hunt: ROLL THE DICE Each castaway could roll three six-sided dice up to 100 times, then lock in either a HIGH or LOW score. The highest HIGH and lowest LOW would secretly advance to the next stage. Everyone rushed to start rolling. For a while, nobody said a word. Then AMANDA broke the silence and revealed that the two players who had advanced were apparently: WowPlatinum and muribolt. The pair then expressed that the advantage was a split idol, immediately forcing the season’s most chaotic rivalry to cooperate. Sprite summed it up perfectly: “There is no rivalry/frenemy quite on the level of SpritiBolt.” Meanwhile, October publicly tried to clear up an old mystery with WowPlatinum over whether she had really targeted him back at the first merge vote. Sprite maintained that she didn’t believe she had. Amanda also began openly discussing possible targets, throwing out Jane, Lover and WowPlatinum for different reasons. And somewhere in the middle of all this, Malibu informed everyone she had apparently encountered a homeless person during her stay in Hawaii, before her gig on the island. Then it was time to vote. Before the reveal, muribolt delivered one final message: “Fuck you Sprite, fuck you Jane, fuck you Malibu and especially fuck you Ryan.” Nobody stood up to play an idol. The votes came in: Harry. Sprite. Muri. Sprite. Muri. Sprite. That made it 3 Sprite, 2 Muri, 1 Harry. The seventh and final vote...WowPlatinum. By a vote of 4–2–1, Sprite became the fifteenth person voted out of Skinnisha Survivor: Hawaii and the fifth member of the jury. The reaction was immediate. Jane was stunned. Muribolt told Lover he was evil. Ryan revealed he had been the lone October vote. Muri then made the stakes of the blindside even clearer: “Now I have an idol with full power.” Sprite expressed her final words, admitting she had been completely blindsided and especially surprised to have been betrayed by Lover and Malibu, who allegedly sat at the top of her trust rankings for several rounds. Still, she left proud of making 7th out of 21, joking that she would now almost certainly hold the record for most Tribal Councils attended for a very long time. After surviving countless votes, two successful idol saves, multiple public wars and one of the season’s defining rivalries, the queen of Tribal had finally left the game. WowPlatinum, you had to endure so much throughout this game. From constant Tribal Councils and blindsides to arguments, idols, rivalries and some genuinely exhausting rounds, your journey was anything but easy. Despite all the ups and downs, we hope you still managed to have fun along the way. You always brought something to the season, whether it was strategy, chaos, or just making everyone laugh when things got ridiculous. We love you Spritey <3 SIX CASTAWAYS REMAIN. THE STAKES ARE HIGHER THAN EVER! Follow the season here: https://discord.gg/ugcwkffBS #SkinnishaS2

In the last round yall said it was time to say goodbye to Kat who wanted to be here she really wanted to be here more than anything since nobody dates players who don't make the top 30 in Survivor Girlies Spoons lmao but really, I like Kat alot she's truly a VERY fun character and she should play again I think she's super entertaining and a fun character I was surprised a few of yall don't really like her well I hope you can explain to me why? And we also say goodbye to Tasha who was truly a very great character and also just super fun like people may forget about Tasha but shes a really underrated strategic player and id be down for a Tasha 3.0 esp after her appearance on The Challenge which she fits so well on that since she was an amazing challenge player in her seasons but eitherway I'm happy to have them both make it this far! 36th Place: Kat Edorsson (Survivor: One World and Survivor: Blood vs Water) 35th Place: Tasha Fox (Survivor: Cagayan and Survivor: Cambodia) In this Round you can only give 1 spoon out now for the rest of the game! I will ask you to recomment to do 1 name unless 1 of the girls you pick has already been saved hopefully yall read this cause the first 32 to receive a spoon will move onto the next round! Cast: Tina (Australia) 🥄- SAFE Jerri (Australia) 🥄- SAFE T Bird (Africa) 🥄- SAFE Vecepia (Marquesas) 🥄- SAFE Kathy (Marquesas) 🥄- SAFE Shii Ann (Thailand) 🥄- SAFE Sandra (Pearl Islands) Eliza (Vanuatu) 🥄- SAFE Cirie (Panama) 🥄- SAFE Parvati (Cook Islands) 🥄- SAFE Amanda (China) 🥄- SAFE Courtney (China) 🥄- SAFE Natalie B (Micronesia) 🥄- SAFE Sugar (Gabon) 🥄- SAFE Crystal (Gabon) 🥄 - SAFE Brenda (Nicaragua) 🥄- SAFE Abi Maria (Philippines) 🥄- SAFE Kass (Cagayan) 🥄- SAFE Natalie A (Blood vs Water 2) 🥄- SAFE Kelley Wentworth (Blood vs Water 2) 🥄- SAFE Aubry (Kaoh Rong) 🥄- SAFE Michele F (Kaoh Rong) 🥄- SAFE Cydney (Kaoh Rong) 🥄- SAFE Alecia (Kaoh Rong) 🥄- SAFE Shan (41) 🥄- SAFE Maryanne (42) 🥄- SAFE Cassidy (43) 🥄- SAFE Dee (45) 🥄- SAFE Emily (45) 🥄- SAFE Venus (46) 🥄- SAFE Genevieve (47) 🥄- SAFE Savannah (49) 🥄- SAFE Sophi B (49) 🥄- SAFE Sage (49) 90th/89th: Alicia R (One World) 90th: 89th: Michaela (Millennials vs. Gen X) 88th/87th: Danielle (Survivor Panama) 88th/87th: Kellyn (Ghost Island) 86th: Candice (Cook Islands) 85th: Shambo (Samoa) 84th: Laura (Samoa) 83rd: Kellie (Island of the Idols) 82nd/81st: Ciera (Blood vs Water) 82nd/81st: Dawn (South Pacific) 80th/79th: Shirin (Worlds Apart) 80th/79th: Sophie (South Pacific) 78th/77th: Sierra (Worlds Apart) 78th/77th: Andrea (Redemption Island) 76th/75th: Monica (One World) 76th/75th: Kelly (Borneo) 74th/73rd: Chrissy (Heroes vs Healers vs Hustlers) 74th/73rd: Janet (Island of the Idols) 72nd/71st: Amber (Australia) 72nd/71st: Kim (One World) 70th/69th: Alicia C (Australia) 70th/69th: Natalie C (David vs Goliath) 68th: Gabby (David vs Goliath) 67th: Hali (Worlds Apart) 66th/65th: Sue H (Borneo) 66th/65th: Liz (46) 64th/63rd: Francesca (Redemption Island) 64th/63rd: Angelina (David vs Goliath) 62nd/61st: Danni (Guatemala) 62nd/61st: Eva (48) 60th/59th: Kimmi (Australia) 60th/59th: Karishma (Island of the Idols) 58th/57th: Debbie (Kaoh Rong) 58th/57th: Tiffany (46) 56th/55th: Reem (Edge of Extinction) 56th/55th: Sue S (47) 54th: Figgy (Millennials vs. Gen X) 53rd: Victoria (Edge of Extinction) 52nd: Kamilla (48) 51st: J'Tia (Cagayan) 50th/49th: Stephanie (Palau) 50th/49th: Sarah (Cagayan 48th/47th: Corinne (Gabon) 48th/47th: Denise (Philippines) 46th/45th: Jenny (42) 46th/45th: Peih-Gee (China) 44th/43rd: NaOnka (Nicaragua) 44th/43rd: Taj (Tocantins) 42nd/41st: Stacy (Fiji) 42nd/41st: Michelle (Fiji) 40th/39th: Rachel (47) 40th/39th: Carolyn (44) 38th/37th: Jenna M (Amazon) 38th/37th: Jenna L (Borneo) 36th: Kat (One World) 35th: Tasha (Cagayan) Tagging folks who have showed interest in a Survivor spoons theme season Alakazamking Theworldofjj JonJ Dailyicon username M2thamax Cray Thumper91 Woofums Nora Geminifoxx Fancy Lexey Jessiejedi Randybandy Felicity Marquis Cinnamon Mint TheBreeze Katheryn Jack_O_Lantern Mileena Akshar Toque JJ26 Dreamfyre BUnderscore Fiji Lunalux SurvivorDJ Rainolds TrueBlood Connor Jake Gabs ChloeKay Tiffany VenusVafa PenguinOwen126 Bosslady Mochalatte hausofkimchi AngieKStan October PureEssence Tone ZsolDrew Nettles stuartlittle16 Spikedcurley Juulpod DrewmeliaBedelia Knowuh gay X Isla mango Sparrow Lime casayo bim Hunter FireX Dakota goldelli Peyton Katherinee_ 5651Omar

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And you know it Brxanne, but to avoid admitting that you’re disgusting, unbearable, lonely, miserable, and despicable, you want to convince yourself it’s racism. I don’t like you because of your behavior; it has nothing to do with your appearance or color. Also, didn't you apologize for calling me a racist? See how your apologies are worth even less than you are.

Closes at 10:10 KVT. Starting when full Edit: I changed my mind select whatever you want. Yw Rain

Points: 57713 9th Monthly: 3722 29th Games: 2331 Last Seen: 5 days Did we win? SCREAMS

and i have two things to say - i will never understand criticizing Spanish/Brazilian players for working together in games. i don’t know the exact metrics but i’d guess like 80% of this website speaks English exclusively, so it really just seems natural for those who aren’t native English speakers to gravitate towards each other/join games together. just does not seem like a difficult concept to grasp for me and i think if everyone had that mindset there wouldn’t be a 9 paragraph MLA formatted top blog about this - i want to believe Kovaze dot com user Timeless means well, but more and more i’m convinced there is no room padded enough to help with that situation

I am done playing games on this site. You think you are friends with people and they slay you without a second thought.

Closes at 10:30 KVT but start as soon as full. Select any gamemode you want. Hugs.

Let’s do the one where the winner of the Elim chooses the next challenge! ENROLLMENT: 23:30 KVT DOUBLE KOINS FOR WINNER. PYN to play!

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Is so boring, i just sit there and see if i can sneak pay outs. Nobody wants to play comps, people get mad over pixel text being displayed saying you killed them, and pop ups just feel so slow and horrible. Theres like 15-20 people that are inactive every game and if you try to have any semblance of fun you just get shot dead. Nobody ever talks like the chats of gay axel notnicky333 glaceon did who actually gave people a chance in the format. Now its just sit there and hope you dont get bombed at a random time of the day. Honestly was in a more healthy state when there were like 2 royales a day versus the sit there bored as hell doing nothing, then wait another day for a royale to fill

This is a generally pointless blog but I am seeing all the news from the flash flooding around and in Nepal. Specifically that horrifying video along the Nepal-Tibet border. Im not yet sure if im gonna click send on this blog but i wanna write about something that i was thinking about because of this; I dont think i quite know how to live with the randomness and chaos of life. Today i had a very nice day. As i think about it in the context of what i see on the news now as im typing it, it was the true pinnacle of privilege. I wanted to go out swimming and quite spontaneously set up a day out in the harbor with my family on the boat. It was really lovely, the water was about 75-77 and we had a great time. Upon coming home, i looked at my phone to see people running away, screaming in terror from water. It was like a slap to the face. This wasnt a little bit of flooding or a harsh wave. I opened Twitter to a 4k video of about 20-35 people being killed by a massive wave of water and mud and debris. I went down the rabbit hole a little bit, looking at different photos and videos. Everything just as terrible as the last. And i thought to myself "If there is a God, im so grateful" and i literally stopped in my tracks and for the first time in my life really felt strongly that; there is no God controlling this. Because what could i possibly be grateful for? That he chose for me to have a great day and for others to suffer and die all at the same time? It feels selfish to even think about gratitude as if im more deserving of good than others in the world. So back to randomness and chaos. Ive spent a lot of my life flitting from one belief to another on higher powers and religion. Ive never really felt i had a strong answer but today i really feel that... if there is a God, he is either not powerful like we think of him being or hes not a kind one. And that thought fills me with dread. Any one of us could just as easily be suffering from something like this. And it could happen to one of us, myself, you, someone we know, at any point. Tomorrow, next year, 3 years from now. I feel like im having a hard time wrapping my mind around the idea of chaos. That we have no control. I dont really know how to cope with it. And i dont think i can just tell myself "He has a plan. Its all part of a plan. Its all for a good cause" because i just think its a lie. This blog is not solving anything or helping anyone but idk its just how im feeling and i wanted to type it out. I feel unequipped to cope with the realities of our world and i dont know where to go from here.