Hello friends!!!! It is DOOM here, andI feel like it is FINALLY time to speak openly, because my recent absence has probably felt noticeable and unexplained because I logged out without fully saying anything LMFAOOOO. I know I am usually present, consistent, and involved on the blogs page and very open too with my life and the going ons (without saying TOO much), so going quiet without context is not something I take lightly. The truth is, the reason for my inactivity on Kovaze lately has been something genuinely shocking, emotional, and life changing, something that I didn't tell ANYONE except one user about.... I have been on my honeymoon!!!!!!! Mine and LEXEY’s honeymoon in fact! :D Even typing that still feels UNREAL in the best way possible!!!! This chapter of my life arrived softly but powerfully, and once it did, everything else faded into the background. The days blurred together in the most beautiful sense. Time slowed down. Priorities shifted. For once, life was not about keeping up, posting, responding, or staying visible. It was about being present, intentional, and fully grounded in love with my soulmate and wife =] I have truly enjoyed my time away. More than I can properly put into words. It was a period of rest, laughter, connection, and emotional safety. Mornings without alarms, evenings without distractions, conversations that went on for hours, and that rare sense of peace where you feel exactly where you are meant to be. I chose to step back quietly because this was something I wanted to protect, not be ridiculed for by people who do not know me, not to rush, and not dilute by having a constant online presence. This time away has changed me in a way that feels calm, mature, and deeply rooted. It reminded me that life continues beyond screens, that some milestones deserve to be lived before they are explained, and that happiness does not always need an audience. I do not regret a single moment of choosing myself and my marriage. That any negativity I face on here is by people who do not know my name, know how I even look, know who I am at all bar some silly blogs on a website! Because of this, I want to be honest, going forward I will not be as active as I once was. Not out of disinterest or distance, but because my life has grown in a direction that now asks for more presence offline. LEXEY and I are now trying for a baby (and not one just HER avatar can wear!!!) and that alone reshapes everything. Our focus is on building a future, creating a family, and nurturing a life that is just beginning to unfold :) That does not mean I am gone. It means I am living. It means my energy is being shared carefully, intentionally, and with love. I will still be here, just more quietly, more selectively, and more grounded than before. I am a 28 year old man who has been on sites like this since I was 9 years old, I have had my online beefs, had my gameplay moments, and had my time in the spotlight! It is time for me to step aside and let others enjoy it as I have =] Thank you to those who noticed my absence, those who made blogs/sent mails/made comments too, who held space without demanding explanations, and who continue to show understanding and support! I am returning with a full heart, a softer pace, and a gratitude that runs deeper than words that's for sure Some chapters are meant to be lived slowly.... ....And this one is ours 🤍 (:

But until KOVAZE is a mainstream sight with a larger player base, Elo is just creating a BIGGER problem because it is then EASIER to premade because if your entire friend group is in the game obviously you will maintain high elo because you have the same people covering you every game. Additionally it creates kliques and makes hysteria very repetitive. So how about we keep elo but do not let elo determine who is in what game? sin

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and i'll compare you to one of the nastiest liars on this site LEXEY - Medusaluh CarltonRS - Medusaluh KaliMinaj - Medusaluh MissChloeKay - Medusaluh SurferSorbet - Medusaluh honey - Medusaluh shrimpfriedrice - Medusaluh katheryn - Medusaluh Medusaluh - i can't think of anyone itsamodernlife - Medusaluh Metropolis - Medusaluh

At Envious's behavior

I think you were the last traitor recruited, and i think that’s why you switched up on us.

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and I’ll give you a Total Drama Character that I think fits your vibe. MaxOra Justin MissChloeKay Staci Jaxx Geoff AngieKStan Dakota Jaded Heather death_metal Gwen katieginella Courtney Grrrrrrrracie Eva PRIMES Dawn

First off I rlly appreciate all the people that bought from me, it means so much to me that people liked backgrounds that I edited so much <33 I was only really wanting to make a small profit off the shop as I spent 2.4k to get it and obviously backgrounds are not everyone's thing , but I made 860 and I'm super happy with that! Wanted to give an extra special shoutout to cheesecake Clash and Rain who bought 3 or more backgrounds from me and really helped me get into that profit margin, but everyone who bought something has my appreciation and if you bought something and I didn't see it due to time zones ect, thank you so much <33 - On top of that, I did have a few messages being bitchy and complaining that my backgrounds were priced too high, and I understand that if they are not your cup of tea that's fine, but I did actually put time and effort into a lot of those backgrounds and didn't just take them off of the internet and clicked post lol, fine tuning, adding shapes and designs on top of the backgrounds and filtering them to look unique and different to anything that's already on here. I think it was frustrating at times to hear these things from ppl and slightly discouraged me and I think to anyone who wants to talk negatively about peoples designs on here to their face you should rlly just leave it bc people put time into this stuff whether you see it or not. - Thank you so much again to everyone who supported my shop! I probably wont have one for a long time and will be supplying them here and there to shop owners now so I hope you like the designs <33 - Kim

i see Luxray in an arena i just know i have an easy beat

Negged lol 🫶 every day I get closer to the perma log out

I officially launch my business (home bakery) and I’m so nervous & excited to see what the year has in store for me. It’s one thing to have your friends/family tell you what you make taste good, but definitely causing some anxiety for potential strangers to make or break me! 😂

and ill rate you based on your hysteria gameplay and what you can do better to improve, as a 6x time runner up and 3x winner Capzacsparrow 7.5/10 - you havent played much, but you seem to be middle of the road. I know you got your comps locked tf down, youve been improving everyday, but what im worried about is your strategy. Sometimes you need to be cutthroat and make decisions that are hard, and tbh i worry about you making the best decisions for YOU and not for others ily LEXEY 6/10 - Lexey you have not played a single hysteria game, but after takinng a quick look from the games you have played, i feel like you are the type to reach out to just a 2 or 3people, you stay loyal, youre a good trustworthy ally, but i need you to push further. You're not the greatest in comps, so you rely on your social abilities. youre a likeable queen, you need to use that to your leverage, go reach out to people, dont wait for them to talk to you <3 surfersorbet 9/10 - i mean lets bffr you prob will out-elo me one day, you got the comps and social game on lock from knowing you. I dont know how cutthroat you are, but looking at that 1 jury vote from your 1 game, makes me believe that you need to amp it up more <3

and return it to its original owner, knowing it cant be used again. jaded medusaluh motherfart tempo randybandy i am tired of what you do to me EVERY FUCKING GAME MARK MY WORDS I HAVE PUT A HEX ON ALL OF YOU