birthday :p Thank you all so much. I love this community and all of you. So much kindness!

go to the water well and fill up our canteens?

THIS WEEK MAJOR OUTCASTED UPDATE LUCKY DROP REWORK GUITAR BUG FIXES ROYALE TEST RUN - IN THE NEXT MONTH CELEBRITIES 7 MAZE REWORK VALENTINES EVENT - DECODED FROM THIS: https://www.kovaze.com/blog/58884

The trailer to Bomberv’s season of Australian Survivor just dropped 🥹 KOVAZE is coming for the real crowns now, this is JUST the start 💙 BRING IT HOME FOR US! Go show your support for Team Tez (@tez_vla)! https://www.instagram.com/p/DTpBoi5kx7Q/ #AuSurvivor #TeamTez

To reflect upon my actions.

I was bomberv’s family visit choice, you will see me on the island IF he makes it far enough 😱 AND… Cat (the New Zealand Queen who stole she show on the trailer) is an honorary Kovazian (Her and I made an acc while I was drunk and I forgot about it but she loves you all so go stan her too!)

We not gon jump you. IceBeast

in order to pursue my love for the new website Regaged. I will be back occasionally to play Race or Arena, update my shop and boutique, gift a bestie, make a design, simulate Morgan's Big Brother, play Bingo and Grabber, make an occasional snark blog, neg the blogs of the people I hate, and remind people of my excellence.

Sometimes in life, you meet someone you believe is the light of your life. I thought I had found that person—only to realize they were slowly, deliberately blowing out the light within me. There were moments when I felt completely drained by someone who was never good for me, and I let it happen because I didn’t have the courage to leave. I believed I loved them—and I did. At one point, I would have done anything for them, and that kind of love is dangerous when it’s given to the wrong person. I was willing to leave everything behind for someone who continued to hurt me. Maybe it was desperation. Maybe I just wanted to be loved so badly. But in the end, the brief illusion of love they gave me nearly destroyed my life. I was mentally exhausted. I stepped away from my education. I distanced myself from friendships. I became disconnected from everything and everyone around me. I don’t think the cycle would have ended until it finally did. I was cheated on twice—and deep down, I still believe it was three times. I once walked away for six months, but because my dating experiences during that time were so painful, I ran back. That was my mistake—being naïve enough to believe this man truly loved me. Now, I am endlessly grateful to have met an incredible woman who showed me that I deserve more than being dragged through the dirt. I know I’m not perfect. I know I have my own flaws, like everyone does. But I truly believe I deserve better—and I know I will find it. I hope she believes that too, because it’s the truth. To anyone who has experienced mental or emotional abuse and found it painfully difficult to leave: you are not alone. And you deserve so much better than what tried to break you.

22nd - Tisha [Red] 21st - dino [Red] - - - - - - - - - - - - - Now that the chefs are starting to get into the swing of how things work in Hell's Kitchen, they prepare for the next challenge. They meet Chef Ramsay in the Hell's Kitchen dining room! 🍽️ Challenge 🍽️ In the dining room are 20 different covered plates, each with a mystery protein underneath the cover. Each team will have to choose one of the covered plates, and make a gourmet meal out of whatever protein they get. Chef Ramsay has invited celebrity chef Bobby Flay to help him judge which team ends up creating the best dish. The team with the best dish will win a reward, and the losing team will be given a punishment! Chef Ramsay has one member of each team pick a covered plate. Red Jackets - elio chooses for the Red Jackets. They walk up to a plate and uncover it. Red Jackets get: Rack of Lamb Blue Jackets - Pipes chooses for the Blue Jackets They walk up to a plate and uncover it. Blue Jackets get: Ribeye Steak 🔴Red Jacket Prep Phase🔴 - VenusVafa starts suggesting flavors that will compliment their protein well - King_Bradford and MissChloeKay flash each other a look, both feeling uncertain about their protein - King_Bradford second guesses the team's plan way too many times Red Jackets' Final Concept: Roasted rack of lamb with garlic mashed potatoes, pan gravy, and steamed green beans 🔵Blue Jacket Prep Phase🔵 - Jaxx helps his team arrive at a good concept early on in the prep phase - Sisterini continually expresses doubt about the team's seasoning choices, but is ignored Blue Jackets' Final Concept: Pan-seared ribeye steak with garlic butter, roasted fingerling potatoes, blistered green beans, and red wine jus 🔪 Each team begins the cooking phase 🔪 🔴Red Jacket Cook Phase🔴 - jessiejedi is concerned their protein isn't cooked enough - RebeccaJosephine forgets about a seasoning, hurting the final product - Due to time running out, Idol just guesses the protein's doneness instead of actually checking Red Jackets' Dish turned out worse than expected 🔵Blue Jacket Cook Phase🔵 - Capzacsparrow pulls the protein off the heat at the right moment, leading to a near perfect cook - Sisterini starts plating the sides before everyone else is ready, causing tension - Jaxx begins to lose focus, and MaxOra notices and tells him to get it back into gear - Pipes braces himself for negative criticism from Chef Ramsay on their final dish Blue Jackets' Dish turned out better than expected 🥩 Judging Phase 🥩 Chef Ramsay and Bobby Flay try each team's dish and provides feedback - They tell the Red Jackets that their protein is undercooked and under seasoned, and that the execution was not there - They tell the Blue Jackets that their protein is cooked perfectly, and the seasonings and sides pair well with their protein After a brief exchange, they decide that the Blue Jackets have the best dish and are the winners of this challenge -------- 🔵 Blue Jackets Win 🔵 - YanderTron21, sobriquet, venharim, unfortunate, MaxOra, GeminiFoxx, Jaxx, Pipes, Capzacsparrow, Imperio, Sisterini They win a day trip to a luxury spa on the Las Vegas strip 🔴 Red Jackets Lose 🔴 - Divangbayan, Idol, jessiejedi, TeaFiercelyBoots, VenusVafa, elio, MissChloeKay, King_Bradford, RebeccaJosephine As a punishment, they will spend the afternoon peeling thousands of potatoes by hand, one by one, for tonight's dinner service

I'm a Capricorn ^_^ Scorpio: 5 Capricorn: 3 Taurus: 3 Leo: 3 Gemini: 2 Sagittarius: 2 Aquarius: 2 Virgo: 1 Aries: 1 Pisces: 1

JessieKowalski and I just heavily binge drank! So PYN and we will tell you what reality tv star you remind us of. jaxx - dustin zito the pornstar from the challenge maxora - “who is the gay from project runway?” “Christian Siriano?” YES! amandasings04 - rocky from bad girls club all stars battle misschloekay - chloe Wilburn bbuk16 Kemi - meatball from dragula dakotamagic - raven from bb19 MotherFart - toastee, but during her love on I love money Jaded - Helen, BBUK Winner. Morgan - Morgan Pope. SirVivor - William from BBCan yandertron21 - azmyth from pirate master IceBeast - lord agar from the traitors 3 venharim - nicole from mad mad house. rebranding - Megan hauserman. Mommy Hare - Chris underwood from survivor EOE yawnha - iliya from katseye: dream academy nikky - taylor from kid nation frostbite - vyxsin, of kit & vyxsin, the amazing race.

it triggers a sensory memory of the 2015 (circa?) Jenzie Stars vlog “and he calls me at 5am… gum in his fucking mouth *dramatic chewing noises* and asks me who I’m voting.” 💀😭

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