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hey toadettes
toad and her handbag have arrived
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does anyone else
think its a miracle theyre still alive. OMG not in a bleak way but ive been dealing with depression for like 10 years youd think id have given up by now! 😭 life is relentless babes. but we persevere
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i'm constantly reaching ages i never thought i would. it's always really strange. there were so many milestones i specifically remember thinking about as a pre-teen and teenager i was sure i would never reach and each time one passes it's very jarring
no actually i think its a tragedy
yes and i will crash out at 2am one day like my life is fucking over then 2 days later be like wow things arent so bad after all! then repeat the cycle every 5 weeks
Much love your way and I felt like I wouldn’t make it to 30 but I did and I’m thriving. ^_^
yeah every day i did try to kill myself one time a while ago so i take each day as it comes but i am glad you are still here toad and if you ever feel low feel free to message me at any point :) i am not an expert but ill try my best to listen understand and help too
i hope you’re okay king!! there are always people that you want you here even if depression might make you think otherwise (i know you said this wasn’t in a bleak way though)
get that ADHD diagnosis