me using this site as a journal and nothing else

it's like omg i can look back and have a time capsule of my memories. i....am in love again, but only one-sidedly. it's terrible....I WOULDN'T WISH THIS UPON TOAD'S GREATEST enemies. other than that i...finished my masters degree yesterday and graduate in december but i feel NOTHING babes. i feel no joy, i feel like it has been a MISTAKE because i moved cities and...didn't make any friends. <3 and now i lost my old friends from being a distance apart and i live alone and the winter is coming but I WILL NOT LET IT DETER ME. i am hopeful. perhaps....maybe. sorta kinda. this year my body has also decided to give up on me and i sleep all the time but it might be stress from the masters but i hope not :-( thank you for reading. no shade but 96% (not exaggerating my dear toadlets) of the other students on my cohort were from china and they wouldn't speak to me and they all moved back anyway </3 SO I WAS COOKED...socially. but like i said i'm hopeful. LOVE WINS LOVE ENDURES. i was dating this guy and we even went on holiday and then he moved abroad for a year abroad and then came back after a week. OMG i guess he missed me? but since he got back he...doesn't care about me - TOAD. :( I WILL POST IN LIKE 3 MONTHS AGAIN GOODBYE xx