it was somewhat of an outlet missing from my life. i've been posting utter nonsense on the blogs page since my 9th birthday honey. thank god the digital footprint of THAT is destroyed but i love the anonymity....youre my beautiful people online to type to. to vent to. TOAD. like it feels like the ecosystem of earth is returning now we have the blogs page to heal us and be a creative outlet, a morning newspaper, a drama report, it's EVERYTHING!!!!

I WOULDNT WISH THIS ON ANYONE...girl wtf everyone else goes through their heartbreak as a teenager. i'm a fully grown adult bitch. and he wants to just be friends......he says its not me but he doesnt want a relationship........how do i get him back. WHEN DO I TEXT HIM AGAIN. i will marry him

about to get high. another sunday in my fabulous life

think its a miracle theyre still alive. OMG not in a bleak way but ive been dealing with depression for like 10 years youd think id have given up by now! 😭 life is relentless babes. but we persevere