Well fuck

I have been an inpatient since Tuesday. I spent 2 days in the Short Stay Unit and yesterday morning I was moved up into the main hospital and in to a regular room. I have lost massive amounts of weight so far and am so sick that they are planning on giving me a feeding tube today because I still cannot eat OR drink without having intense pain and feeling super sick. Because of my weight loss surgery, my stomach anatomy won't support a typical feeding tube so I need to have one placed by a PIC line technique in my arm. No more alcohol drinking for me. This sucks so much.