Good vibes, please

I have an early doctor's appointment this morning and I'm super nervous. Tuesday I had to go to the ER because I had fallen down and smacked my head in the laundry room...where it is all cement, and I take Eliquis, a blood thinner. My sister had fallen down and hit her head pretty much in the same place 5 years prior, she died from a brain bleed because she refused to go the ER. I am not ready to see my sister yet, so I had my friend Diana take me to the ER. I had a grade 2 concussion. BUT...they also found something, ANOTHER something...an "incidental finding" (second "incidental finding" in a month) They found I have another tumor, this one on my thyroid gland. I have a tumor already on my adrenal gland...I have it for years and it increasing in size. My last scan for the adrenal tumor was in 2020 and I had an oncologist tell me it was benign. She also told me I needed surgery and warned that if it was taken care of, it could become cancerous. The major question is whether the thyroid tumor had been metastasized from the adrenal tumor, of if this is just a new tumor site completely. So that is where we are at...I am scheduled for an MRI on the 17th for my adrenal gland tumor, so I'm sure they will just squeeze the thyroid in there as well. I have so many surgeries coming up...I am scheduled for a consult with a neurosurgeon in May for my back, which has gotten progressively WORSE. Lose weight, they said. You'll feel better when you lose weight!....260 pounds later and I'm still fucking miserable. Just put me out of my misery LOL Good vibes please...I need them. Sorry for the long read. ✌🏻