An Apology

I’ve been feeling really sentimental lately and kinda of all over the place. So I just wanted to open up and get some stuff off my chest. To those who have played with me or spoken to me lately I’m sorry at how erratic I’ve been and very up and down, recently I lost a very dear friend to me so my emotions have been crazy, one minute I’m happy the next I’m weeping in a corner grief is fucking shit and no one knows how it will hit you and even I still don’t know how to deal with it but lowkey their has been so many amazing people on this site to help me through this! dimitra james AMANDA my three pillars, my holy grail and my besties you really picked me up when I was at my lowest! You were there for me, gave me grace and more importantly allowed me to feel all the feelings! I know I owe you all a lot and I will forever be grateful for what you all have done for me through this shitty time. I hope one day you will see how much that meant to me and I will forever be repaying you in gorgeous ai images, singing videos and hopefully a lot of laughter! Youse aren’t the only one though I can’t even describe how full my heart has been with the likes of jaded torimarie oren glaceon and starrydash! You’ve allowed me to bitch, moan, cry and more importantly laugh! And laughter is all I need right now To my ASBB and DNTM family you both have been a god sent, you’ve distracted me from the hard times and uplifted me through the good! To all my models, judges and housemates you will always be my little weird online family and I will continue to back and love (even from afar) every one of you I was very nervous coming back to a site like KOVAZE but this has made me realise how much this community can rally behind someone who is at their lowest and hold them up and make them shine❤️ Thank you all , love you all lots That’s my soppy moment over I’ll be back to being a bitch within a week 💋