Mom update

Just wanted to give an update because a lot has happened. Typing this out honestly helps me process, and these blogs kind of feel like a live journal for me. My mom is in the ICU right now with a breathing tube because she can’t breathe on her own. They’re running tests to see what kind of damage there might be. She’s had to be sedated multiple times because she’s fighting the oxygen. I guess that could be a good sign, but I honestly don’t know. It’s all still really scary, especially after finding her face down on the floor this morning thinking she was dead. The plan is to get her a psych eval if she wakes up and is responsive. I’ve slept maybe 2 hours in the past 48 and I’m honestly at my breaking point.