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TW: overdose | my worst fear happened this morning

honey 4 months ago337 views

I literally just made a blog last night about how I’m scared my mom is going to die from drugs or her mental health. This morning I found her after she overdosed. I had to call 911. I had to watch them Narcan her. And now I’m just sitting here waiting to see what happens. It doesn’t even feel real. Like how do you go from saying your biggest fear out loud to living it the next morning?

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SevroAuBarca4 months ago

So sorry Deena

Malibu4 months ago

I’m so sorry 😢 prayers for you both 🖤

YanderTron214 months ago

Sending love your way and wishing the best nobody deserves this

AntonB4 months ago

I’m really sorry this is happening.. sending so much love to you and your family and I hope your mom will be okay

Sapphire4 months ago

Im sorry to hear this. I hope that things will get better for you and your family. I will keep your mom and you and your family in my thoughts and prayers

Malarkey4 months ago

I'm so sorry for what you are going through right now- dealing with someone with a dual diagnosis is a rollercoaster of stress and emotions and your mother is fortunate you were there for her to save her. I hope your mom gets better and this is the wake up call your mom needs to finally get the help she needs, get sober and on medication, and heal. You faced your biggest fear head on today, your instincts kicked in, and you got your mom help in time to save her. You're so brave and I appreciate you being vulnerable and open with the community.

alicat4 months ago

I’m so sorry

Katie4 months ago

youre such a sweet soul :( you dont deserve this

torimarie4 months ago

Oh I'm so so sorry, I'm so sorry you had to find her in that state i know that can be extremely traumatizing but thankfully you were there to get her help. Sending you and your mom so much love I hope you're both okay and can both heal

Holly4 months ago

oh i'm so sorry :( hoping both of you will be ok

PureEssence4 months ago

I'm so sorry Deena. i hope she recovers easily and is able to get some help. hopefully this is a wake up call for her :( my heart is with you

Mileena4 months ago

honey* I'm so sorry

Mileena4 months ago

I'm so sorry to hear that bunny. My thoughts are with you and your family <3

Minie4 months ago

love you. hope everything will be okay<3

JessieKowalski4 months ago

sending love your way Deena, here if you need anything

Kemi4 months ago

Oh my god I’m so sorry. I love you. I’m here if you wanna talk.

WowPlatinum4 months ago

i’ll be thinking of you and your mother today Deena. please know this little community has your back and is here to support you. you’re such a bright light.

Glitter4 months ago

Oh my god im so sorry you are having to experience this

brookie4 months ago

im so sorry <3 this is so traumatic even past the overdose part, just the whole situation. i had a family member have a medical emergency when i was home alone over 10 years ago and it still affects me to this day just the whole situation / calling 911 / paramedics etc. please message me anytime even just to get out your feelings :(