late night vents

even though I have friends on here, it still feels kind of surface level sometimes… like I don’t really have anyone I can go to with real stuff. and I know people might read that and be like ‘well I’m your friend’ and it’s not even like that. I do have people I care about, it’s just… I don’t really have a clear person I turn to when things actually matter. it’s a weird feeling. like I’m not alone, but I still feel alone sometimes.