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how is that unemployment in this fucked up job market going for you now Shrimp

so Chibi got to be 707 and Sam gets to be sam but I can't be HoH??????? Horrible news.

Spamming a blog felt like the old tg days where I was getting mails to plus designs… but it was fun LMAO

and nommed itsamodernlife which i will always acknowledge is dirty and disgusting of me because thats a friend shaped being. queen. but anyways Justini about the death thing part of my like deep lore is that I once had a 7 month anxiety attack about how i was going to die one day. It started the month before christmas of my senior year, and it consumed every single moment of my thoughts, I couldn't focus, I couldn't be happy, it was like everything was white noise and every single thought was about how nothing mattered because I was going to just experience non existence some day. I eventually told my mom after like month 5 bc i was worried it would never get better and I was having anxiety attacks that I thought were heart problems, we got me tested and shit and I ended up just getting like anti depressants. Weirdly enough, the fog that was clouding my brain just lifted one day before the senior trip and it ws like I was me again. I was so scared I would never feel like...anything but that ever again before. It's kind of always a fear I will slip back into that but it has been 13 years and I haven't, so I think I'm safe/good??? Like now I can think about death and it sucks and it is a fear for sure and if I think too hard I get numb from fear, but its the same if i think about space or like being in the deep ocean for too long as well. I think vast nothingness just terrifies me and I had an ego death at 18. That's all. You aren't weird for being terrified of it or thinking about it. Everyone does and everyone deals with that at some point. Some people can just avoid thinking about it until its upon them.

I LOVEEEE YOU SPRITE YOU HAD THAT MCDONALDS SPICE TONIGHT IM SORRY YOU ARE HONORING 70 FUCKING PYNS

I have been fairly talkative in the house. People will call me annoying for that- but I could literally be breathing and some bitch would tell me I was annoying so what's new. Having a personality is fuckin illegal I guess. I am trying to stick to my healing journey and not be a toxic force. I feel like I will succeed. I am engaged with the game and I am enjoying my houseguests. Cleiton14 is such a king I love that diva. The most shocking part of the game so far? Definitely SummerMariah waking up and not only remembering where she was, but remembering where she was well enough to win the POV to save herself off the block. That was so gaggy. I am on a healing tour really, I want the theme of this season for me to be healing. I am healing with people I have had vegetarian GMO Free sustainable Grass fed beef with. The most annoying person in the house is @Amanda and it's not even close. That bitch gets on my nerves so bad like god forbid I didn't read your 5th paragraph in the last 2 minutes. What are you, the host? Anyways I am checking out for now. I love you all. Healing Aura Always xxx, Dakota.

evilly at my computer evilly

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I am confused by this spiderling drama are they all the same person genuinely what am I missing is this someone just roleplaying their DiD like the wonderland system?

to be Mel or Morgana

#dakotaforASBBAllStars1 Who did this??? Thank you so much!!!!

but you didnt put me in the fucking box. Now you shall all deal with the etsy witch I have hired.

a taco and a half im so full I miss being hungry/enjoying eating lmaooooo

I am trapped in cookieland and I keep hearing brookie humming its dark and it smells like pennies please help me

of the drag queen Tammie Brown more than NicoRobin like that diva just has kooky coochie whacky diva energy and it makes me laugh every time I read another story or anecdote. Like hating shoelaces?? Well yes.

this makes me want to revive Tengaged Drag race but with Kovaze avatars... old school photoshopping encouraged.