I've had enough of this place, and it's become quite clear that this place is invested with MAGA people. And I don't care if you don't live in the United States; MAGA is also a 'state-of-mind', and many people outside of the USA inhabit this horrible state-of-mind, so they count as MAGA. Seriously, my blogs are being nothing but negged, time and time and time again, no matter what I say. This is targeted harassment, and it's become very obvious this place has a lot of MAGA creeps. Here's why: 1. MAGA people love to bully, harass, insult, and attack others who they deem are far more intelligent than them, point out their bullshit, or just seem like 'easy targets'. This is exactly who I'm treated. I speak out against the behavior and awful things I see, and while MAYBE I get one or two people to see my point, I still get overwhelmingly ganged up on. 2. MAGA people love to move in herds and have a toxic 'herd mentality'. This includes premades in games. These people listen to their own echo chambers and love to kiss their own asses, and will team up and cheat to get themselves 'victories', and team up to harass and bully other people. 3. MAGA people have a warped mentality of what is okay and what isn't. They blindly accept bullying, nasty behavior as being 'okay', justifying their actions as 'noble' and 'necessary', when in reality they're laughingstocks that anyone with an ounce of morality and respect for themselves would be able to see through in a heartbeat. 4. MAGA people work to cancel, blacklist, and get rid of things they hate, such as myself. Because they can't stand that I refuse to be a part of their hive mentality and their toxicity, they instead try to get rid of me and keep kicking me until I'm down...and then even FURTHER down. I can go on and on, but it's become very obvious this site is riddled with these toxic parasites that just leech off those who aren't a part of their hive to keep their ugliness (inside and out) strong. This place is simply not worth the stress that comes with being abused, tortured, and bullied day after day. I know a lot of idiots are going to be screeching about how I'M the problem, making blog posts or comments yet again pointing out how 'wrong' I am and laughing about it...which is just more MAGA behavior; ganging up and mocking someone for wrong reasons. So enjoy, you narcissistic, ugly, hateful, trash human beings. I'm done with this place. Not like it ever gets more than 200 people online at a time, and naturally when 90% of those people are just evil MAGA creeps, it really isn't worth it to be here. To those of you who were actually NOT a part of this rotten hive, thanks for at least making a few seconds of my time here not suck quite so badly. To everyone else...I pity you. You all should be ashamed of your gross behavior. I'm guessing many of you are in you teens and young 20s, so hopefully you grow out of your disgusting mindsets...but I don't have high hopes. I already know that I'm a loser; I've owned it for a long time. What are all your excuses? You all think you're hot shit by treating others like garbage, and cowering behind 'playing games' and your own giant egos and fat asses to defend your actions? Just shameful. Sad, sad, sad. Good luck with your site, @Sin, but I simply can't be a part of this toxicity any longer. I've suffered from severe depression and suicidal tendencies for almost 20 years now, and I'm dealing with enough misery in my life apart from that that I don't need this bullshit. Stuff like this should help alleviate stress, not increase it. But even when I tried to take the 'advice' of others to 'be friendlier' and 'have more fun', that doesn't help at all; I wasn't allowed to be nice or have more fun. I was just further kicked at and abused, like a chained-up dog on a leash. I have to deal with pets with health issues, a legal case where I might be kicked out of my home, health concerns, and much more. Again, I don't need this. If anybody with a genuine heart wants to see me, feel free to add me on Discord...my username is the same as it is here. But, otherwise, I wish I could say it's been fun. It hasn't. This site has a lot of growing up to do...but not as much as most of its players do. Goodbye.

The site is becoming a lot like Big Brother 22...just premades running every single game. Hysteria, Island, you name it. You go into a game, it's silent as hell because half the players are secretly chatting on Discord, and just winning all the comps and picking everyone off not in their big, premade alliance one by one. Sorry, but this isn't fun. And laughing and saying "lol it's just a game who cares" is hypocritical, because if it's "just a game"...why do you need to go through such lengths to ensure you or your lackeys win every single time? And saying "lol just gid gud so you can beat the premade then" is counterproductive, since you make it sound SO easy to beat people who get insane scores that most normal people simply cannot get AND have enough numbers on their side to ensure that even IF a miracle does happen you can't even make a dent in their armor. It's pointless. It's no wonder why games like Race tend to not fill up that much anymore; you can't really do premades with a game where there's no voting involved and relies on randomized pairs...so naturally people don't want to actually have to WORK for their wins. Why work hard for victories when you can just get them for free by stacking the deck, right? Wow, SO fun! Hey, you know that new video game you bought? Just go ahead and plug in Cheat Engine or Action Replay Codes or whatever else and make it so you're not even playing anymore; just cut straight to the end where it says "You win!" and be happy! I know I'm just gonna be made fun of, as per usual, and this blog is gonna get negged by salty losers, but I don't care. It's infuriating going into games, on my own, to actually try and...you know, PLAY the game...but there's ALWAYS a premade there that just runs things and makes it not at all fun. I hate it. And I know many others on here feel the same way I do. Just know this: if you need to stack the deck to get your wins, you aren't really 'winning' at all. You're a loser with a sticker on your forehead with 'I'm Winner!' written on it.

[DISCLAIMER: THE FOLLOWING IS THE THOUGHTS AND OPINIONS OF A SINGLE PERSON, SOLELY ON WHAT WAS OBSERVED ON A REALITY TV SHOW. THEY DO NOT REFLECT THOUGHTS ON EVENTS OUTSIDE OF THE GAME. DON'T HARASS, BELITTLE, OR BULLY DUE TO SOMEONE ELSE HAVING DIFFERENT THOUGHTS AND OPINIONS THAN YOU. THIS IS SIMPLY FOR FUN AND NOTHING MORE.] Well, after going over what Big Brother 14 and Big Brother 15 really meant to me, now is for the first TRUE season that I actually watched in its entirety. And...this one is tricky, because my thoughts at the time are a bit different than how I feel now. At the time, my mother really enjoyed the season, since she really liked Derrick because "he's such a good guy cop and he's so likable" or whatever. I was invested all the way until the final 5, when my favorite player of the season, Frankie, tragically got eliminated after stupidly pushing that damn button. At that point, I really couldn't care less who won with such an unlikable final 4, but I did keep watching because my mother supported Derrick so much, and I did wish to see the Team America stuff come to its conclusion. The Team America twist I initially liked, since Joey, Donny, and Frankie were EASILY three standout favorites very quickly. But when Derrick was added in instead of Joey...it kinda lost a lot of the luster. I was never high on Derrick myself; I mostly just supported him because my mother did, but even back then I couldn't stand how boring he was and how he was making the season a lot less fun. Because, again, there IS a lot to like about this cast. Joey was instantly a favorite, so seeing her tragically go out first was horrible. Devin was fun while he lasted. Jocasta was honestly a very likable character. Zach was amazing. Donny is, of course, fantastic. Nicole was fine (at least for her first time). I didn't understand the hatred Christine got at all; I honestly liked her quite a bit. Frankie is one of my favorite players of all-time. Like...other than the final 2 themselves, I don't mind really anybody on this cast. But, alas, that's the issue; when the final 2 is so bad, it taints the season as a whole. At least for me. Every single vote being unanimous, other than three of them, was definitely boring. Again, Derrick did everything in his power to make the season boring...which worked for him, and he's obviously one of the most 'celebrated' winners in terms of gameplay, but...I don't give a shit about that. I don't care how 'great' someone played; all I care about is how entertaining or likable they were. Derrick was neither of those things. The Battle Of The Block twist...hate me all you want, but just like the Redemption Island twist in Survivor...I really liked it. It made the nominations and challenges far more interesting and unique, which I'm all for. Just doing the boring "one HOH, two nominations, veto competition, two nominations after veto ceremony, simple eviction" process is just...dull. It worked for a while, but everything needs a tune-up after a while; so many people bash Survivor for also doing new stuff over the years, when again things get stale if you just keep it the exact same forever and ever. So, I loved the Battle Of The Block twist. Ultimately, Derrick and Cody are easily my least favorite players of the season, and Derrick is a horrible winner (for ME). Other players that would be on my 'meh' list would include Paola, Brittany, Amber, Hayden, Caleb, and Victoria. The three pre-jury girls just didn't stand out to me at all, Hayden was just Nicole's love interest but pointless otherwise, Caleb was just kinda Derrick's lackey and had no substance until he got to play Survivor, and Victoria is just known for being a laughable goat rather than anything exciting. Frankie, Donny, Zach, Jocasta, and Joey would be my top 5. Devin, Nicole, and Christine are in the 'alright' category for me.

[DISCLAIMER: THE FOLLOWING IS THE THOUGHTS AND OPINIONS OF A SINGLE PERSON, SOLELY ON WHAT WAS OBSERVED ON A REALITY TV SHOW. THEY DO NOT REFLECT THOUGHTS ON EVENTS OUTSIDE OF THE GAME. DON'T HARASS, BELITTLE, OR BULLY DUE TO SOMEONE ELSE HAVING DIFFERENT THOUGHTS AND OPINIONS THAN YOU. THIS IS SIMPLY FOR FUN AND NOTHING MORE.] So, yeah, after my intro into Big Brother with 14...as it turns out, I didn't end up really doing much with 15. So when it premiered, I didn't end up really watching it. Instead, I just kinda listened to updates about it on Tengaged, and my opinions pretty much formed from all that alone. And, well...it's kinda obvious what the proper response to the season is: Elissa and Helen are the only good ones, while everyone else is trash. The season is hated and from everything I heard, I have no reason to doubt it. When I DID watch a few episodes, since I was really getting hooked on hearing the underdog story of Elissa and the fact she was a famous former Big Brother player's sister, it really didn't do anything to make me enjoy it at all. I remember REALLY hating GinaMarie, Andy, Spencer, McCrae, Amanda...again, ALL these players just sucked! Other than Elissa (I think Helen was already out by the time I started watching a few episodes). Apparently the Howard dude and the Candice girl weren't bad, but I never saw them, so I can't really speak on it. But, yeah, after hearing everything that went on with this season, I'm GLAD I didn't watch. I would've been so infuriated and disgusted, and seeing Elissa not win in the end would've just killed any desire I had to watch Big Brother going forward. From what I saw of him, Andy was an insufferable, slimy, awful creep, so seeing him win was revolting. But, when the counter was GinaMarie...it was a lose-lose vote. I'm shocked Elissa hasn't been asked to return at this point, or even Helen. It really was a HUGE thing at that point in time; I remember Tengaged just nonstop chatting about the season and the vileness that was going on, and what a goddess Elissa was (and Helen). Just READING about it was more than enough for me, thank you. It wouldn't be until Big Brother 16 that I would finally, FINALLY, watch a season from the very start and finish it all the way to the very end. But I'll cover that next time.

[DISCLAIMER: THE FOLLOWING IS THE THOUGHTS AND OPINIONS OF A SINGLE PERSON, SOLELY ON WHAT WAS OBSERVED ON A REALITY TV SHOW. THEY DO NOT REFLECT THOUGHTS ON EVENTS OUTSIDE OF THE GAME. DON'T HARASS, BELITTLE, OR BULLY DUE TO SOMEONE ELSE HAVING DIFFERENT THOUGHTS AND OPINIONS THAN YOU. THIS IS SIMPLY FOR FUN AND NOTHING MORE.] So since people love to hate me and everything I say, I figured I may as well just keep that going by sharing thoughts on Big Brother seasons, starting off with the very first one I ever actually saw. Big Brother 14 was the first season I saw...well, SOMEWHAT saw. I only started to watch episodes once in a while, whenever I found them to be on. I don't fully know WHY I began to be intrigued by the show at the age of 21, but I just suddenly started to be intrigued. I remember thinking: "Why is there some weirdo named Boogie? Why is there some creep walking around, yelling at people, in a carrot costume? Why is there a little kid in the house? What in the world is this show?" I don't FULLY know the actual week I began watching; all I know is I think I remember Boogie being evicted, and Frank in his carrot costume. Whenever that was. I had absolutely no idea who Jodi, Kara, JoJo, Janelle, or Wil were. I was disappointed when I heard who Willie was and that he had gotten expelled, since I was a huge Russell Hantz fan, and seeing his brother would've been awesome. Boogie seemed relatively entertaining, but again I really only got to see his eviction, so it was a very small sample size. Ashley left no impression on me, and to this day I don't even remember her. Britney also left no impression on me, and AGAIN to this day I don't get what the big deal with her is; she really doesn't stand out that much at all. Oh, and I had no clue about the coaches twist, so to me all of these players were new. Anyway, I was kinda mixed on Frank; I could definitely see him as entertaining, but I also found him to be kinda annoying. Joe was instantly one of my three favorites as I began to watch (alongside Ian and Jenn). I just loved this guy's enthusiasm and passion, and he just seemed really likable; I was incredibly sad when he got evicted. Jenn also seemed pretty cool; not as fun as Joe, but still likable enough. I really couldn't stand Shane, and again I had no clue how the game really worked, so I thought he was going to end up being the winner...but then he thankfully got evicted and I was thrilled. I remember watching the final 3 and HEAVILY rooting for Ian, since he was the only likable one left over the villainous Dan and the pointless Danielle. I genuinely thought Ian was just a kid, since he just LOOKED so damn young! So seeing him actually win the last HOH made me elated. I didn't know who Dan was, so I didn't see the big deal about him; even that whole 'Dan's Funeral' thing that I did watch made no sense to me. I just kept asking myself: "What the HELL is this dumbass doing?" Of course nowadays it's common knowledge what he was doing, but at that point I was stupid and clueless. Seeing Ian win really made me overjoyed; I genuinely thought he was gonna lose, since there just seemed to be a lot more...well, 'sizzle' around this Dan character than Ian...but I'm glad the jury voted to award Ian! Frank winning fan favorite was annoying; I didn't understand why Joe didn't win it, or even Jenn or Ian. Anyway, at that point, I honestly was kinda intrigued by the show. From the parts I did watch, it was alright. Kinda silly, and rather confusing, but overall a decent way to waste time. I didn't really have any interest in watching the 13 seasons that came before (or going back to watching the first half of THIS season), but I might keep an eye out for the next season when it happened.

I'm looking for more loyal, honest allies that would be willing to actually work with me in games we wind up in going forward. And by loyal, I mean for the ENTIRE game...or at least up until a point where it's literally impossible to do anything else. I want to find true loyal, kindhearted people who are open and honest about their feelings and will always stay true to their word and don't just enjoy backstabbing people for the fun of it! Your king is looking for more allies. I hope to find some!