All Blogs by Tailslover13

Only been here two weeks, but I'm out. Sorry to those who actually care, but I can't take this. Going through the same shit I did with Tengaged, and it reminds me why I fucking quit that site, too. I just wear my heart on my sleeve too much. I open my heart and I try to be TOO nice. I'm no gamer. I don't have a strategic bone in my body. I can't do challenges; I'm not autistic, and I'm not that great at a keyboard or phone, so I can't do things like the rest of you can. I get hurt very, very easily. I'm also so gullible, so people take advantage of me fucking easily and stab me in the back with ease, and then mock me when I don't just automatically forgive them because "lol it's just a game, loser, git gud son and don't take it so seriously". Fucking pathetic. I just...I can't take it. I suck at all the challenges and can't win without someone REALLY good helping me, and I can't win anything on my own due to everything else I already said; even after making final 4 in Survivor, my three 'best friends' all just turn on me and stab me in the back and reveal they just used me as a number and didn't care about me at all. I hate it all. Maybe I should just fucking stop caring about reality shows and all this shit in general. All its brought me is pain and misery. Maybe it's not worth it anymore. But I sure as hell know what isn't worth it: this place. Curiosity killed the cat, though; I went to check up on what Tengaged was up to after 2 years, found this place instead, tried to give it another shot...nope, still the same bullshit. Not worth it. Bye.

I'm talking about Melodrama. I'm not gonna tag them, but my God they're such a toxic scumbag. In my very first game on the site, Melo stabs me in the back without any second thought. Then, when he tries to play innocent and act like my friend in my next game, I want nothing to do with him, and he promptly starts to act like an asshole ever since. He makes a blog to insult me and call me 'ChatGPT' for some bizarre reason. Then, in every game we're in, he either has to take personal shots at me (mostly how much I suck or how I just bring suffering to those around me). I try to ignore him, but he just always has to take shots at me, even though I never did anything to this creep. All I did was not want to work with him after my literal first impressions of him was him stabbing me in the back when I genuinely tried to be his ally. And he took that personally and now hates me and just wants to constantly act like an arrogant high school bully, just picking on someone they can't control and thus they must torture. What a prick. Seriously, to hell with this guy. There's some on here who I got a negative first impression of (such as Xakim), but then we kinda made up and now I even like them! But some people show their full ass and that's just who they are, without any surprises or changes of heart. A tiger can't change their stripes, after all. To everyone on here who ISN'T a giant douchebag, thank you. You're the real ones.

Congratulations to NaughtyNacho and Tailslover13, you have won The Race! Team 4 - NaughtyNacho & Tailslover13: 280000 Team 3 - Akshar & Connor: 250978 Team 9 - Frost & graciequeenn: 113 This time, the honor of being an amazing partner goes to NaughtyNacho. Seriously, a great dude! We even ended up getting the exact same score in the final leg: we each got exactly $100,000 in Deal Or No Deal. I thankfully had a Train left, while he had a Taxi. So maybe I ended up helping us win for once? Either way, first AntonB helps get me my first Race victory, and now NaughtyNacho does! I promise I won't make a blog for EVERY win I get...maybe. It's just when I get SO many losses in life, every victory I DO get means so much to me! So I have to give all the thanks to those who help me out along the way! Oh, and...two races before I accidentally got distracted when Moldy (AKA cheesecake) was my partner, causing us to go out in 10th. He raged at me, tearing into me on Discord and even reporting me (even though...things like this happen in EVERY game where people don't finish and/or get distracted). So, while I do feel a little bad about 'nuking' Moldy, this win makes up for it! Thank you again, NaughtyNacho.

Can anyone possibly give some honest tips about how to do some of the challenges? And by tips I don't just mean 'just practice a lot' or 'just do most of them on mobile because I think it's easier'. Those aren't tips. Like, actually, skilled ways of performing better in the challenges. For example, Starfall seems to be very easy; all you do is push the stars into the center of the screen as they fall down towards the box. That's it. So when I get almost every single star, by the end of it I get between 400-500, which I think is great! And yet so many others get 700 , which...makes no sense at all. HOW? It makes no sense to me! And then with Holey; how can you carefully move up past all the holes, over and over again, to get insane scores that don't even make sense? It's like people just pass over the holes and they aren't even there! Oh, and Words...some people actually get 90,000 points or more...when I go as fast as possible, I know my fair share of words, and the most I get is between 15000-20000. Just...just HOW? Please, any tips or insight would be very helpful.

Congratulations to AntonB and Tailslover13, you have won The Race! Team 2 - AntonB & Tailslover13: 228 Team 9 - Manon & NickGQc: 215 Team 6 - Envious & style: 201 I ACTUALLY FREAKING DID IT! I mean, let's face it, AntonB did most of the heavy-lifting, but...IT'S STILL A TEAM EFFORT, AND I FREAKING DID IT! My FIRST-EVER first place finish on Kovaze, in ANY game. Arena, Frenzy, Hysteria, Outcasted, Race, you name it...this was my first-ever FIRST. FREAKING. PLACE! I'm so goddamn happy! Everything had to go right...and it did! I had to have a Train for my last leg...which I did. I had to have a final comp I was actually good at, which I did (Codebreakers). I even beat one of my biggest rivals on the site in Envious which just made it all the juicer. I cannot express just how overjoyed I am. I'm not used to winning ANYTHING in life, even silly things like online games. So this just...feels so goddamn good. AntonB thank you SO much for how much you helped me out and kicked MAJOR ass! You helped me get my first-ever victory, and I will never forget this!

...and I got 2nd! I'm not even disappointed. I mean, I am that I couldn't deliver the win for my awesome partner, but holy crap I'm so proud! The first time I reached a finale in ANY of these games! God it felt so good and so motivating! Sadly didn't pull out the win, since I was going up against a freaking powerhouse in Dream but we only lost by a little, so I'm happy. style thank you so much for being such a badass partner and helping me out so much. Best partner ever!

So...I'm not very good at these challenges. But, I don't want to just waste time on Arena or Hysteria or whatever; I want to enjoy what I want to enjoy. That's my right. Plus, it's a free website, and it's meant to be FUN, right? But...it feels like some people on here are acting like they're Reddit mods: basically acting like what they're doing is super-serious business and they must be worshipped like they're one of God's disciples. When playing Race, most people are understanding and don't take it too seriously and they just have fun with it! But so far...two people have flat-out yelled at me for daring to make them lose and telling me to 'go play Arena/Frenzy' and 'stay out of Race'. Gotta love being dictated what you should and should not do, like they're my parents or have control over my life! Thank you, Envious and cheesecake for your kind words of trying to tell me how to actually play games! Here's my response:

So after a week on here, I wanted to highlight some great people who deserve a shoutout for making my experience not as shitty as it otherwise would've been. These are my personal MVPs for either being helpful, nice, patient, understanding, loyal, or otherwise goodhearted to me: benja31 Bowler23 BradT50 BronBreakker CarltonRS casayo cswaggerr Jaxx jessiejedi Katie21 Mario23 Nebula @owlsand Rebranding Robert991 Woofums Thank you to my Sweet 16! Hope I can continue to add names to this list going forward!

Goddammit, I am SO freaking pissed off. I finally, FINALLY avoid getting 10th place in Race...and thanks to Rebranding kicking ass, we even get a FIRST PLACE FINISH in the next leg! So what do I do to follow that up? GET 0 FREAKING POINTS IN THAT STUPID HOLEY GAME! It's flat-out impossible. I HATE using keyboard for stuff! So of course I got us eliminated thanks to my 0 points. I hate myself so goddamn much. Sorry, I just had to vent. I'm having a miserable day. My cat peed on my bed and I need to take her to the vet tomorrow...my new Amazon wrist rest came in and it's too damn small so I have to send it back...I'm not watching the Super Bowl this year since I hate every team left after the Texans lost...I keep worrying about my pets' health in general...I keep worrying about my mother and her two bad knees and how she keeps screaming in pain all the damn time...my own lower back hurts, along with own busted knee...constant failing on New-Tengaged...I'm having a very depressing Sunday and just feel like crying. And I don't want to keep it all to myself, so...I know this is the worst place to share, since all people do on here is laugh at you and copy/paste what you say in mocking ways or other stuff, but...I don't know, I just feel all alone all the damn time and...fuck. Sorry.

Team 10 - Luxray & Onyx: 715 Team 4 - itsamodernlife & MessyJ: 675 Team 2 - katheryn & shrimpfriedrice: 646 Team 9 - daze & GeminiFoxx: 631 Team 1 - Jaded & Maya10: 597 Team 6 - Jack & SummerMariah: 587 Team 3 - Connor & opulence: 565 Team 8 - Nexa & VenusVafa: 555 Team 7 - Cherry & seanaconda: 543 Team 5 - CarltonRS & Tailslover13: 183 I cannot apologize to Carlton enough. He seems like a powerful, talented person, and of course predictably I sucked. Yes, I get it: "We all had growing pains when we started off! You'll get better!" But, you don't know me. I've been a loser and failure my ENTIRE life. I don't 'get better'. I try, try, and try...and I just can't do it. I played violin for 8 years of school...and I still sucked after I graduated high school. Like, trying and trying to 'improve' just doesn't work for everybody. Not everybody is the same. So, yeah, this was extremely embarrassing, and I apologize to Carlton for having to have me as his partner. He deserved better.

Hurray! I just blocked my first 5 users: TrueBlood, Ricardogv, Melodrama, Jdaddy, and Xakim. If your best move is to hit someone when they're down, then you are not someone I want to have anything to do with. So far, this site hasn't been any different than Tengaged, but at least MOST people haven't seemed that bad yet. But when I got frustrated with just sucking at everything, all these guys did was mock, belittle, and bash me. Because yes, hurting someone when they're already upset is definitely what any normal person would do, instead of...you know...trying to encourage them or show a little empathy? Like, you're all already clearly better than me in every way...the least you can do is be understanding. But, nope, just mockery and belittling! Yep, the place is JUST like the old Tengaged. Heavily reminds me why I left the place several years ago and didn't go back...