#Celebrities12 #celebs12 like, can we PLEASE discuss the journey for a second? I came into this game with a target already gift-wrapped, addressed, and overnight-shipped directly to my forehead. I was getting nominated back-to-back-to-BACK. And why? Because they knew exactly what I was capable of. And unfortunately for them… they were right. 😭 They tried to bury me, and instead I crawled out of the grave, fixed my hair, built an empire on top of it, and started sending my enemies home one…by one. Public, I genuinely respect your perception of this game. I’m not asking you to agree with every moves I made. I’m just asking you to look at the cards I was dealt. My name was being thrown around CONSTANTLY. Every week somebody was apparently waking up, brushing their teeth, checking their notifications and asking, “So… can we nominate her again?” 😭 So YES, I built an alliance. And YES, I protected the hell out of them. What exactly was I supposed to do? Build an alliance and then say, “Good luck ladies, fend for yourselves!” Absolutely not. 😭 People keep pointing out that my allies weren’t nominated enough like that somehow discredits my game… BABY… THAT WAS THE POINT. I built something strong enough to protect the people working with me. If nobody could crack it, expose it, infiltrate it or successfully get them on the block… Respectfully, how is that MY failure? I was doing my job. 💀 And I have never been afraid of that block. Clearly. I’ve survived 2 nominations BECAUSE OF YOU, THE PUBLIC… (and the 3rd one will come with a free iced coffee.) I played balls-to-the-wall because I HAD TO. Imagine playing every round knowing your name is floating around, putting out fires constantly, figuring out who is coming after you, protecting your people, managing your own threat level AND still trying to make moves. Like… hello??? GIVE ME MY FLOWERS. Preferably pink. 🌸😭 Because whether you loved my game, hated my game, screamed at your computer because of my game or questioned what the hell I was doing… I WAS PLAYING. And now, public, I have a question for YOU. ☎️ RING RING… “Hello?” Oh, it’s the public? 💋 You saved me TWICE when my game was literally in your hands. So now I want to return the favor. Who do YOU want to see on that block? Because if there’s somebody you’ve been dying to see sweat… somebody sitting a little too comfortably… somebody you think needs their game tested… Tell me. I spent this game fighting for my life. Now I want to play for the people who can keep me in it. <3 You tell me who you want on that block, and baby… I’ll see what I can do. 💋☎️

I encourage people to please listen to my voice message in the house chat on discord🤍 I understand and hear the frustration and I’m sorry. I am extremely new to this site and community I’ve never played on a website like this and was casted on this show before ever playing a game on this site. When I first started this competition I was scared because everyone had thousands of points under their belt and I had 0. People seemed to know each other and had more rooted connections while I only knew Maelyn from Roblox. Part of my strategy was joining every voice call and staying to the bitter end of each one which got me into my first alliance called the Midnight Crew with people like Tommy, Ryan, LK, Dimes, Schmevo as well as the reason why I became so close with Jess was we were the last two to leave that first house call and made the connection that we’re both from the Midwest and live only 50mins away from each other. I always thought the main objective of this game was to survive the longest without being nominated and the public would respect that as good gameplay this now I believe isn’t the case. My name was a continuous hot button name 80% of this game because people felt confident to throw my name around because of how clear it was that I had no prior connection with the rest of the house so it was the easiest name to say without receiving backlash. I have been doing a lot in the house to stay but realize by doing so I shot my chances of being nominated and allowing you the voting public into my world on a vulnerable level and the opportunity get to know me deeper. For that I am sorry. I wanted to say to Ryan and Tezu nations they are both sweet and kind people I understand the support they receive. Ryan was the first person to send me a voice message this game and on day 1 was one of the people I felt the most comfortable and confident with and Tezu your English is flawless mama💖 To Avalon, Jess and Dimes thank you for seeing value in me early on in this game and making me feel like I was more than a name to float. I’m grateful to have met such loving people in this game💕 To the public I love you so much I hope you continue to cheer on your favs⭐️ and I’m sorry to anyone who feels hurt by any of my actions in this game🤍 #celebs12 #celebrities12 Love Pearl🌸