Okay public…

#Celebrities12 #celebs12 like, can we PLEASE discuss the journey for a second? I came into this game with a target already gift-wrapped, addressed, and overnight-shipped directly to my forehead. I was getting nominated back-to-back-to-BACK. And why? Because they knew exactly what I was capable of. And unfortunately for them… they were right. 😭 They tried to bury me, and instead I crawled out of the grave, fixed my hair, built an empire on top of it, and started sending my enemies home one…by one. Public, I genuinely respect your perception of this game. I’m not asking you to agree with every moves I made. I’m just asking you to look at the cards I was dealt. My name was being thrown around CONSTANTLY. Every week somebody was apparently waking up, brushing their teeth, checking their notifications and asking, “So… can we nominate her again?” 😭 So YES, I built an alliance. And YES, I protected the hell out of them. What exactly was I supposed to do? Build an alliance and then say, “Good luck ladies, fend for yourselves!” Absolutely not. 😭 People keep pointing out that my allies weren’t nominated enough like that somehow discredits my game… BABY… THAT WAS THE POINT. I built something strong enough to protect the people working with me. If nobody could crack it, expose it, infiltrate it or successfully get them on the block… Respectfully, how is that MY failure? I was doing my job. 💀 And I have never been afraid of that block. Clearly. I’ve survived 2 nominations BECAUSE OF YOU, THE PUBLIC… (and the 3rd one will come with a free iced coffee.) I played balls-to-the-wall because I HAD TO. Imagine playing every round knowing your name is floating around, putting out fires constantly, figuring out who is coming after you, protecting your people, managing your own threat level AND still trying to make moves. Like… hello??? GIVE ME MY FLOWERS. Preferably pink. 🌸😭 Because whether you loved my game, hated my game, screamed at your computer because of my game or questioned what the hell I was doing… I WAS PLAYING. And now, public, I have a question for YOU. ☎️ RING RING… “Hello?” Oh, it’s the public? 💋 You saved me TWICE when my game was literally in your hands. So now I want to return the favor. Who do YOU want to see on that block? Because if there’s somebody you’ve been dying to see sweat… somebody sitting a little too comfortably… somebody you think needs their game tested… Tell me. I spent this game fighting for my life. Now I want to play for the people who can keep me in it. <3 You tell me who you want on that block, and baby… I’ll see what I can do. 💋☎️