Hey Kovaze I've finally wrapped filming two super intense kovaze games back to back. I have been in a competitive mindset for well over a month now. Here's some things I want to say as I go back to civilian life. 1. I'm proud as FUCKKKK of myself. Cannot state this enough I am so proud of what I achieved. I was the star of both games because I know who I am & am comfortable showing it. I swung big every day, made some great and some idiotic moves, and had an incredible run across both games. In Celebs I had the blogs page debating whether I'm xenophobic (?) or just cliquey. The answer is i dont give a fuck. In Skinnisha I played like 34 days without fear and that's what I'm most proud of. It's feels like an honor to have seen I would've nearly swept the jury on such a competitive cast. I think with a more competitive immunity comp I win the whole season no shade. But the star doesn't always win! 2. I feel trauma bonded with Lover for life. I will always stand up for that awful man. Dumb as hell but he's been my rock emotionally in these 2 impossible games. Thank GOD we worked together in both omfg. That's my sister I'm serious. I'm gonna get you and AngieKStan to be friends one day. 3. ChloeKay You still owe me an apology. Reporting me for stating what you did to me is crazy TF ???? I will talk about it whenever I want to talk about it hello??? 4. When Connor calls you for Celebrities SAY NO. Because why did we cast friend groups but then say "it would be unfair if x or gay were on the cast with you". let's make that make sense connor. 5. x is my man. don't ask either of us what that means. meow 6. I get uncomfortable when people talk to me like I'm an influencer when this is just a website & i just have a good personality. the parasocial relationships make me sorta uncomfortable. 7. After ASBB5 ends I'm handing over the keys to Glaceon for ASBB6: Raul's Revenge. And then we'll see if we have enough energy to do ASBB7. Really fucking impressive that we're on season 5 and that people are still into it. If you want to apply for ASBB6 talk to Glaceon! 8. Josh and WowPlatinum we butted heads a lotttttt and I'm really sorry for how heated that got. You two were both excellent parts of Celeb/Skinnish and I'm sorry if I ever made you feel belittled. 9. I'm the best to ever do it in Celebrities AND Skinnisha. There will never be another Amanda. You could never. 10. Nothing else love you Jaded and AngieKStan Shoutout to my #ASBB4 and #ASBB5 cast who had patience thru this impossible journey that seemed like it would never end :D someone gift me for everything i went through.