Truth about MessLu

I apologize in advance if this post is long and messy (no pun intended) but I have a lot to say. Some people have reached out to me to check if I was okay and I truly appreciate that. Some have wanted to reach out to find out what happened and besides two posts that I read and a message in our Klique Discord server I don't know much more. I was playing Royale when it happened and got my highest placing (4th). Today I worked all day and have had other things going on these past few days so I haven't really processed everything. Has that ever happened to you? Like a delayed response? We met back in October in this Frenzy, https://kovaze.com/frenzy.php?gameid=2511, she was inactive that game, then we played again and spoke in another game https://kovaze.com/frenzy.php?gameid=2578 Since then we have played a lot of games together and messaged back and forth a lot. I try to not be a rude person so I would always reply. I never asked her age (i'm a gentleman and it's rude to ask a lady her age). She enjoyed being gifted and I enjoy playing and winning games so it was a perfect combo. We haven't been as close as of late because sometimes I would log on to 15-20 messages and after a while it did become a bit overwhelming so I stopped responding to everything. Everyone is here for a different reason and I use this as a distraction sometimes. I am free to comment on posts and post what I want in games and she would notice it and I would get a message about it. It became a bit much and I blocked her over it and then she would message other people to message me so I ended up unblocking her and she would message me and I wouldn't respond all the time. :/ If anyone wants to talk to me they can message me on Discord (it's on my profile) or through messages on the site and I will respond. They say that "There are three sides to every story: your side, my side, and the truth," well this is my side and the truth from what I remember of the past 4 and a half months. I do want to close this chapter of my time here and move on and be disassociated. If anyone wants to gift me diamonds for a name change that will be really appreciated. The only reason I hesitate change my name is because I made a post a month ago https://kovaze.com/blog/76612 and 92.9% of you said not to. Some people have changed names and I don't know who they are and vote them out of a game and gotten blocked over it. Also I hate change and starting over but sometimes it's necessary. Forward is the motion. That is all.