broke a monitor at work

I was eating lunch in the back and for some reason I’m like really nauseous so I start gagging thinking I’m gonna throw up, and in my panic trying to aim for the garbage can under the desk I like shake the whole desk and the monitor falls + I spill some dr. pepper on a few papers😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 the papers were fine only the corners got stained but I turn on the monitor and that LED screen is tore tf upppp at first I freak out but honestly I hate this job and was gonna quit come january for school anyways, so I’m not worried about being fired but I’m just wondering can they like make me pay for it?? I feel like they will cuz my manager is like a psychopathic asshole oh also nobody found out yet cuz I work the night shifts alone…I’m probably just gonna text the person who’s desk it was before I leave in the morning.. Honestly this whole situation has kinda taught me how to avoid panic attacks, cuz normally I’d be freaked tf out and I still kinda am but I just imagine the worst case scenario…which is being fired and that I can live with. I’m just really scared of my boss yelling at me tho cuz he’s like really verbally abusive and has been sued for workplace harassment by former employees before…but like it was an honest mistake🤷‍♂️ I just hate being so clumsy ugh😭😭😭😭😭😭 anyways ty to whoever read my essay, I just needed to get this out somewhere cuz everyone’s asleep so I can’t talk to anyone rn:(