Bels Palsy really fucked up my face (PICS)

Recording myself for my uni assignment online lesson all i can notice is how drooped one side of my face is... Take care of yourself people they aint lying when they say stress can fuck you up. Half my face is permanently drooped now. For those that dont know what it is Bels Palsy affects the nerves in your face usually from over stressing. So i woke up one day thinking i was having a stroke because half of my face i could not move. Turns out, it was paralyzed. Completely. I couldn't even blink for an entire month. They give you 2 months to heal and whatever isnt fully healed after that time is just... dead. So half my face is kind of drooped, and will never come back. And is a huge slap in the face to my confidence. These pics are of the day it was happening, it is no joke. It fucked my confidence, my eye sight in my left eye, my neck and half my face will randomly twitch sometimes and it actually hurts when it happens.