Feeling Sad- Treated as a joke

Hey everyone! It's me LovelyPeach, like the fruit. I just wanted to post a little update on here after my last blog about quitting my job to play in the Royale. Out of 131 players I placed 127th, and I feel like I was targeted by players due to my blog post going viral. That is not the only instance of hatred and bitter energy towards me in games ever since my post. I feel like going viral on here ruined my life and my Kovaze experience. People in games treat me like I am a joke and it is really starting to upset me. 42 games played and not a SINGLE WIN. I was trying to update my Resume to apply for new jobs and thought adding "Winner of Kovaze (PowerHouse, Outcasted, Royale, etc.) would look good, but I can't even do that because I have not won anything yet and I cannot embellish my Resume. Sorry for the long post, but I just like having a place to express myself and my feelings. - LovelyPeach like the Fruit