Too introverted

For my job I fear. They put me right in the middle of every single person walking every which way and I’m constantly forced to be “on” and social and friendly. Like bruh I’m a loner it takes so much effort to have to watch every direction all the time and hear everything going on and watch my facial expressions and shit. If I knew I was going to be a performer, I’d personally prefer to be on a fucking stage not behind a tiny office desk I still love it though but small rant bc it’s what has been the hardest to adjust to