the reason why the universe won't make me rich

someday is because ever since i was little and even still today, if i had a large amount of disposable wealth, i always told myself i would just give it away to people in my life. Like you were my friend in 11th grade? Here is 5 grand just for being in my life at one point in time and making it better. You are a genuine friend i've played games with on Island? What is your e transfer so i can direct 4 grand to you right now. And I genuinely mean this. Like the universe does not reward people like that. I always envisioned being rich as a kid and just walking into my class room and handing out ipads. Is it attention seeking and narcissistic? yes. Is it also really cool? yes.