probably my last blog for awhile

tl;dr: i'm sorry. i feel really bad and i didn't mean to hurt you in any way ven. on the night of October 16th, around 10:30, i joined a frenzy that would change the way people perceive me. i managed to make it to the final 3 and get the final hoh. i had to decide between keeping skarsgard or ven, and both of them would've taken me had they won final hoh. i was met with a very tough decision, and i was in a rock and a hard place. both of them were giving me reasons to take them, and i got overwhelmed. right as i was about to click the "evict" button with 5 seconds left, my phone died, showing me that black screen with the white lettered Samsung logo. the charger was in my hand and i reached to plug it in and that's when it died. i started to panic, because i didn't know what had happened. about 5 minutes later, my phone turned back on, i logged back into kovaze, and i saw that ven was evicted for 3rd. i ended up losing 5-2, which i probably deserve for what happened. i felt really bad, as you all saw me scrambling on the blogs page trying to make amends with the person who thought i had betrayed them. i tried my hardest to get people to reach out to him, but i don't think anyone did anything. i'm sorry, ven. i really am. i wouldn't do anything malicious like that on purpose.