Big Brother Thoughts

ive watched big brother, survivor and the challenge literally my entire life and i genuinely think dee and devens have permanently ruined reality tv for me because WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SEASON?????? from DAY 1 i picked dee and devens. literally immediately. those were my two. everyone else couldve been launched into the sun for all i cared. AND SOMEHOW EVERY SINGLE WEEK I GET EXACTLY WHAT I WANT???? dee has power. devens has power. dee is safe. devens survives. someone comes for them and suddenly that person is fighting for their fucking LIFE. like HELLO???? 😭😭 watching this season feels like finding out your school randomly cancelled classes for the rest of the year, your parents gave you their credit card with no limit, your crush texted you first AND you won the lottery all within 20 minutes. THIS DOESNT HAPPEN TO ME????? im so used to picking favorites on these shows and watching them get absolutely fucking obliterated that i genuinely dont know how to behave. every week i prepare myself for tragedy and every week dee and devens basically tell me shut the fuck up we got this. i actually think ive become mentally dependent on these two people. like im not joking when one of them wins something i start pacing around my room. ive yelled. ive jumped. ive refreshed twitter just to read people being mad about them succeeding because THAT MAKES IT EVEN BETTER 😭😭😭 PLEASE tell me someone else is experiencing this because im actually starting to think CBS created this season specifically for me.