I don’t belong here

I’ve been doing some thinking after some recent stuff, and honestly I just feel kind of discouraged about Kovaze. I know I have friends on here and I really do appreciate the people I’ve connected with, but sometimes I can’t shake the feeling that I’m never going to truly fit in here. I really do try to put myself out there and make connections, but lately it just feels like my efforts aren’t really going anywhere. I don’t know if it’s even worth continuing to try sometimes, and that honestly just sucks because I do enjoy being here. I just wish I felt like I actually belonged.