I’m going insane

Like 6-7 months ago I saw a tiktok with like 5 likes of a fragrance perfume or like home-kit stuff with exactly the notes and stuff that I like one and aesthetic but it was in Japanese and when I tried look it up it didn’t exist And I just had a dream where I was working at a mall and ran into an amalgamation of like 10’different guys I know that was going to like Liverpool/Sears/etc to the fragrance section and I just felt the urge to go join them even tho I didn’t know them, we looked at fragrances together and got separated at one point cause I found the stand of the Japanese thing that I loved and immediately bought it, they even gave me the name of it, we got reunited and were snooping around waiting for the employee to finish packing up my order but then the dream ended So now idek if the fragrance shit is real or what its name is and I feel like I can’t even remember if even the memory of seeing the tiktok of it is real >:|