I do wonder

How much that is blogged here is subconsciously associating one's faults with the paranoia manifested in the games and relationships? we blame two-faced game players or the comps that suck, but most of the time we are just projecting our own insecurities from IRL and using the game to mask it. I question if I would be better socially if I was able to snow people with my wit and charm, rather repel them with my ostentatious and gregarious personality. Often the charm of others is just another mask that needs to be removed, although oft I feel I am merely an afterthought and game filler.