ITS FINALLY OFFICIAL

THE PINK LADY HAS WON THE FIRST EVER SEASON OF SKINNISHA SURVIVOR!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! It has been a really long 36....37...38....??? days but this has been the experience of a lifetime. I am still in shock that I managed to pull off the win here. It's not that I didn't think I played the best game, I know I did plsss. It's moreso that I thought I had angered the jury too much for them to see it and acknowledge it. 4-4-1 tie with 3rd place deciding was some Roblox Outlaster shit and I was biting my nails down to the quick. BUT I PULLED IT TF OFF AND ALL OF MY HARD WORK DID NOT GO IN VAIN. (see edgic episodes 1-4 for reference -- UTRN3 UTRN4 INV UTRP5 serve) I want to do brief tributes for all of my fellow castaways bc you were all part of my journey in some way and no matter how pissed some of y'all make me, we are one big dysfunctional family in my mind <3 I will try to be as positive as I can be. 22nd - Miami - Chloe Kay slayed you I'm not gonna lie LOL. Nothing against you, but her snapping at you and stooping low was just utterly iconic 21st - fanaticlegend - we were pulling for you so hard on Calavera, but we knew your days were numbered cries sm. Wish I would've gotten to play w u more 20th - frostbite - LONG LIVE ILYSM MY CRAZY MOTOR MOUTH SISTER. sin please consider unbanning him 19th - greedy - Yeah let's not try to say that I'm an unserious final 3 inclusion. You were watching from the sidelines, show some respect! 18th - benopolis - I appreciate your kind words on the finale call while I was crashing out. You weren't rooting for me, but just know I was one of the only ones that had your back so I think you should show some respect! 17th - lewis - You are such a vibe I wish I hadn't already had so many allies in the game. I've said this before, but my cup was just too full by the time I got to you. hugs sm 16th - sexytex - Austin, you are such a sweetie. I wish we would've gotten to play more together cuz you were one of my friends coming in here and I wanted to protect you. Your idol play was so epic!! 15th - motherfart - Love you soooooo much. You have been so supportive of me since your vote off and having someone go hard for me the way you did was just so warm and makes me smile. You're crazy, but I ate up every scheme and plot you concocted. 14th - @theworldoffjj - We were bonding sm ugh I loved our brief connection over being swing votes. Again it was just too little too late with you because I had already made deals with too many people. You seem so cool though!! 13th - fancy - Love youuuuuuuu. Seeing how high you put me on your trust lists makes me realize how much of that bitch you really are. I regret not throwing the challenge to keep you in cuz every time I talked to you, I just felt calm and at ease. On top of being a great game host, you're a great ally too <3 12th - honey - One of my favorite people to go on calls with this game. Learning about your tattoos, your design thought process, and watching you develop your game was beautiful. You are a very deep, yet open girl and I couldn't have done this without your support. Thanks for seeing something in me <3 11th - venharim - Well despite being SO LOW ON YOUR TRUST LISTS LMFAO, you already know how I feel about you. So intelligent, so tasteful, so in-tune. Literally would have gone all the way with you IDC how much you were scheming and overstrategizing, I ALWAYS AGREED and you are imo the person deserving of player of the season. Love you <3 10th - Ethan - LOL LOVE YOUUU I kinda already touched on this on your blog, but you are just my biggest surprise of this cast. You are really logical, really forgiving, and really easy to get along with. I'm kinda mad that me, you, Gabe, and Angie didn't last because that would have been such a clusterfuck of a group to stick together. 9th - jadennator1 - DA BEST. Thank you for looking out for me in this game and it really was going to be me, you, and Angie til the end if you hadn't been blindsided when you were. I expected you to not vote for me cuz the fam comes first, but you acted so mature about my win and were such a light in this cast. 8th - o_o - We just were oil and vinegar ultimately. Just was not meant to be at all in any way shape or form in this game. I feel like the way I answered your jury questions was awesome and you didn't really even have rebuttals, so again there just was no shot you were gonna vote me anyways. Again, you're really cool, but it just did not translate well between us in this game. You have better bonds with vertebra and socially I didn't put any work in with you. So *shrugs* its understandable. 7th - angiekstan - my booski you know you were always my 1. you were my rock, I knew I could always trust you with information and you're such a risk taker, which makes you a blast to work with. You're just down to clown, down to stir the pot, down to fuck shit up!! Unfortunately that was your demise here BUT TYSM FOR STICKING WITH ME LOL. In my head, we were the it girls and I don't get why we weren't nommed for best duo. But OK! 6th - ironmuffin - I'll likely never trust you in games again TBH because it was just one thing after the other. I know you think I'm a cunt and I'm mean and I'm irrational, but all I wanted was for you to do right by me and you never really did. But I have found my peace with the situation and hope that we can get along from here on out in a more neutral environment. At the end of the day I won so it doesn't matter! flips hair 5th - gabco - Considering I broke your trust twice, for you to still find it in yourself to give me the title is so awesome. You are one of my favorite parts of this game hands down. Such a loyal, sweet guy and effortless to talk to. But you can also clock a bitch's tea if need be!! Loved that we got to "dominate" 2/3 of this game together <3 4th - cupidstunt - There's nothing left to say at this point. You call me nasty, but you're nasty too! We fought every single round nonstop it was kinda wild. I respect that you aren't afraid to speak up and have your voice heard, but you be coming at me and expecting me to just sit there and let you slander my name. Think again!! Regardless of how you feel about me, you getting to final 4 with someone actively suggesting your name every round was impressive and I still do adore that you're a t-swift fan. And when you aren't coming at me, you're rather pleasant too. 3rd - mrschloekaycecci - We have had a lot of ups and downs here LOL. From going on calls for 4+ hours at a time, to never talking strategy but working to keep each other safe, to me retaliating to you trying to get me out by Rachel Reilly to Daniele Donato'ing you, to you finding the idol and deciding to mend things, to us Kiki'ing on ways to get to the final 3, to you deciding ME as the winner in a tie vote, to you telling the hosts that the only reason you voted me is bc you thought I'd be mad LMFAOOOO. To then finding out the hosts were ALLEGEDLY omitting information. Whether you voted me bc u think I deserve it (I 1000% do) or not, you made this experience so one of a kind. We are such a disaster, but I love you regardless <3 2nd - marwane - Another person I had an absolute rollercoaster ride with. We made such an unlikely duo and barely even talked til the merge, yet you were the most loyal person to me by a mile. We weren't even really compatible allies like....you're quite dominant and I do not like to be told what to do LOL. Our hour long call to discuss Gabe vs Amber going at f5 and me pming you crashing out that I was going to go home because we were stuck on a chibi vote at f8 were underrated moments. I think deep down you can acknowledge that I played a good game too, and I'm really glad to have met you through this experience. Couldn't have done it without your wisdom and confidence <3 Honestly, once I saw all the awards, the viewer comments, the drafts, the reactions to me winning, the discrediting, and the trust lists, I kinda got down on myself. Until I remembered im that bitch! To all the people who wanna try to act like Marwane should have won instead of me, y'all don't know shit about me and to act like it was some big upset is IGNORANT. The bottom line is everything that I did got me to this point and regardless of what the people wanted and think, I know in my heart I played the most entertaining (maybe next to Chloe kay tbh) and the best strategic/social game (physical comps was another story....). I was very social and always made an effort to form personal connections with people, I was a really loyal player who wanted all my allies to flourish, and I have the gift of gab to be able to sell myself. I was a very persuasive player, I put pressure on people when I felt they weren't being their best self, and I fucking fought every single step of the way to get here. I didn't have power, I didn't have anything handed to me, I was in minority for over half the votes and still managed to climb the ranks to get here. To say that I don't deserve this is to say the earth is flat. But I will be ignoring the haters from here on out anyways, y'all don't deserve space in my brain! *lana del rey shut up its my day gif* I am so happy to represent this one of a kind org-ish style game because I genuinely think it was genius. The cast was so well-developed, the concept was cute as fuck, and the hosts were always so fun to banter with and were often very encouraging when I needed them most. Thank you to my boos for listening to me rant and for forcing me against my will to play. I am so glad I did! Even if yall do not recognize talent and overlook phenomenal players. Wink Wink. tisha skinny Connor lolicapolica Fr though, If y'all ever get the chance to play another season, do not hesitate to sign up. It is completely immersive, very chaotic, but simultaneously there's so much camaraderie that keeps you coming back. Thank you for everyone who campaigned for me, who believed in me, who supported me in my journey to the crown, and who helped make this game so freakin fun. and remember...we're all just skin and bones, and the rest is pink!
NEXT STOP........BUYING MY HILARY DUFF TIKCETS WITH MY REMAINING $78 PRIZE (if the prices ever go down...) AND A SHOP TO GIFT MY SISTERS WITH THESE 7,000 KOINZ.