Having a hard time this morning

I'm feeling really disconnected from my work because of how unappreciated I am... I gave my ass to several guys at that brothel over the past year and only got a 1k promotion (which I understand people would trade places with me without a second thought), but knowing that my pussy is worth 20,000 dollars is a real insult is really a slap in the face. i don't even like sucking dick anymore, all my coworkers do fun shit while i just hang in the background. it just sucks. i'm so down