TMI blog but idc

I haven’t bought a weed pen in 2 weeks and it’s been so rough the first week but this 2nd week has provided me a new sense of peace I wasn’t use to before. Constantly grabbing for my pen / constantly wanting to hit it was really rough but slow and steady will win this race. I know this is TMI but I’ve smoked weed everyday for the past 10 years and I’m trying to meet myself sober for the first time as an adult and it’s scary but I’m trying.