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melanie
so this mf fucking gaslit me again? i’m in a toxic relationship with watertank istg like we make up and then this fucking cunt gaslights the fuck out of me again?? i need to break this cycle… FREE ME FROM WATERTANKS TOXICITY.
melanie
in starfall and going home while you taxi is crazy
melanie
i’m greedy with money
melanie
so i rlly just like need to drop my thoughts somewhere and what better place to do so than the kovaze blogs page.. LMFAOOO okay so like i have fully convinced myself that im never gonna find love and that im dying alone cause like as much as i want to i rlly just cant cause i either RUNNN FAR AWAYY when shit gets close n real or i just attract fucking dumbos n let myself get manipulated af like an idiot n the bad thing is im aware when it happens but i just let it happen cause i’m lwk so desperate for love its embarrassing af but idk i just, dont see it happening. n trust im good on my own but i’m just not rlly happy with where im at in life?? i feel like im letting the past affect me way too much and its witholding me from experiencing how great the present can be, being self aware but not knowing how to fix it is so fucking frustrating!!!! like i’m funny, i’m kind n good company and i’m not like super ugly so ijdk whyyy i cant FIND A MAN its so bad and like yah im good on my own but idk i’m just so ready to share my life w someone n built a future w someone and ugh yes ig thats kinda it this is so so so embarrassing but idk i just wanted to vent😍😍
melanie
wanna play secret hitler with me? over vc on discord, message me there!! soclosetomel
melanie
melanie
okay so please tell me.. why is watertank a gaslighter? like this comp is traumatizing af to me cause its reminding me of all the gaslighting the men i dated would perform like.. THIS IS NOT OVER!!! ITS ON THE LINE!!! WTF DO U MEAN OVER???? BAN WATERTANK FOR BEING A LIAR, i stand for honesty and integrity and this comp is giving me ptsd as well as going against my morals. this is not okay.
melanie
is taking over kovaze, does anyone wanna play the challenge roblox? i loved that game sooo much but its died but i wanna play it again.
melanie
melanie
going to bed as a tripple race winner today whew…
connor and i rlly went through the 7 stages of grief in race like.. he hated me bc i save 0 and then we were partners and we nuked finals n in this last race he gets 68 in lucky drop n 300 in deal.. so i helicopter with my 219k deal only to see ivan and muribolt only got 418 so connor n i curse at them in our dms and say how we are never gonna help others w transport if we nuke n we basically are like over it cause i could only taxi n it was codebreaker then he gets hopeful bc of headstart n shit but then sees my score n we knew it was like over n right as i was about to say how upset i was he messages me that we won. truly a beautiful race storyline with loads of ups and downs.
melanie
melanie
were actually such losers all in our twenties or above for some playing games like stacker and matchthree n starfall n tapping balloons from biggest to smallest for fun on an online website like why r we not doing adult things but instead we spend our free time here LMAO like oh thats kinda sad and i am included in this too it was just a random realisation i just had