@mittens during the frenzy, learning who our true friends are… fairytales opulence @kallie amandasings04 count your days.

for my raw, open and honest opinion of you x @pityparty - okay tbh u told me some crazy wild shit which i def am like a bit ehh at but i do think ur kind and just struggling in certain aspects of life but like youre a good n loyal person down and i have no issues with u tbh snabring - i’m happy we met in outcasted! i think ur rllh fun and a nice person to talk to. good new addition to the community n i rlly hope u stick around despite struggling to find your place here @tide - I WAS SCARED OF U AT FIRST LIKE FOR SOME REASON U INTIMIDATED TF OUTTA ME?? and u calling social people non threatening pissed me the fuck offfff but then we bonded over two people being dumb as fuck and tbh i feel like that made me get to see more of ur personality like past just the surface level typa shit and i can see us being friends! torimarie - always excited when we get paired in race!!! not bc we do so amazing cause holy fucking nuke we suck together but i just KNOW that its gonna be a good time! you crack me up n i love your idgaf attitude poof - ugh king, didnt rlly know u but i had sm fun hosting the race tourney with u! i think ur rlly nice n funny and oh my god u crack me up during secret hitler!!! ur kinda like dumb during sh tho cause oh my how u gaslit n took connor with u against ur own team i cant i cant but i’d loveeeee to kiki n hang more with u skinny - we dont know each other that well i feel like but i do love it when u appear in the gowncil general chat like yass icon, would love to get to know u better as time moves by hanging around there w the same people cause i think we’d get along very well! hwest14 - ugh youre so nice. ive said it before tho to ur face i do think sometimes u can be a tad of a kiss ass like babe ur opinion matters tooooo u dont need to blindly follow what others say or like just join into the convo n agree just for the sake of jt!! but like i love u down and im glad we got closer during the race tournament, just stay true to urself king n stop caring sm about what others think wheeeew u cant keep everyone happy bubs @mrschloekaycecci - queeeeen!! i love u down, u crack me up n ur such a fun, loyal friend like what a diva. i do think sometimes on vcs u can be intense n take over the convo but its nothing tooooo bad for me else i woulda called u tf out already. i think ur such an underestimated overlooked DIVAAAAA lolicapolica - oh my lolica…. u already know i love u down and i wishhh we spoke more but life is busyy for both of us but i always know that we good either way. youre so funny, but also so sweeeet and meeting u in person was one of the most fun things ever!! had such an amazing time n cant wait for yhe next, u also just have this very very calm vibe irl like idk ur an icon thats it desh - oh desh i loved u from the second we met in outcasted despite me doing u dirty af.. i feel like we vibes sooo well and i enjoyed our small talk, and yassss gracie abrams stan fuck yes me too!!!!!!!!!!!! you going to coachella was one of my fave story times typa things n i just think ur a star period glitter - we never rlly spoke spoke but i see u around in games n its always a vibe!! as a fellow social girlie i know one when i see one and ur just super fun to be around. us winning that race was sooo fucking funny i had such good time n hope we get to interact moreee cherry - number one girls girl. at first i lwk thought u was a pick me but my opinion of you changed SO FAST when we started interacting. ur a great friend, so supportive n always ready to chat, share life experience or advice with anyone in need. truly one of a kind and im glad i have met u! vanili - I LOVED MEETING U IN THAT ONE FRENZY!! you were so kind n i liked working together for as long as it lasted, ur fr an upcoming social threat on this website likee divaaaaa!! how can anyone not like u? crazy, hope we get to play more games together:) nick - okay i think ur very nice n funny but also weird at the same time? like the sending shirtless pics is so weird but so hilarious??? and then the kovazia national anthem, also hella weird but at the same time it cracked me up like lmfao ur so unique keep being u @mittens - was gagged u werent a twink, but it didnt make me love u less!! we instantly clicked that one race and im happy weve gotten to kiki more through time on vc’s and such, very fun person to hang out with and i feel like u always atau true to yourself n ur opinion n i respect that af @kallie - my daughter tbh, ur so fucking funny and i loveeeeee how social u are like queen hellooo? def one of the head committee robloxian leaders and stan u for that sis. glad we met n vibe!! tisha - the loml. wether we hate each other or like each other, we are TRAUMA BONDED FOR LIFEEEEE. oh girl we was going through it when we met in gold about two years ago n im so happy we reconnected through kov again<3 never fail to make me smile wether thats bc ur funny or bc ur hyping me up. meeting u irl was also so fucking fun and i cant wait to see u again bitch like pls i need to have more soju n buzzballs with miss antisha angelica angel heavenly kathleen or whatever tf it was LOOOOOL arris - I WISH YOUD JOIN VCS LIKE PLEASEEEE start vcing with us!! youre so nice n funny and always love our quick catch ups! youre such a nuke in comps tho like it amazes me but.. one day MAYBE! LMFAOO jane - i havent rlly seen u around anymore so like idk much, i do remember that we didnt rlly like each other per se but time changes things for me personally so rn i dont have an issue w u or anything. i remember sticking up for u when people was being nasty af during celebs to u and also u fucking ateee dntm up like oh my god mom? the og queen of royale and the reigning queen of dntm yupp!! sirvivor - love u down. bonded when we met n i miss playing arenas with u soo much! happy to have semi reconnected recently through secret hitler n such, youre someone i could never dislike n i respect u a lot. we meed another suprise secret stream for the blogs page tho like PLEASEEEEEE ralts023 - ur such an underrated competitor and personality on this website likeee. ur such a star??? im glad we became friends, spilling drama with u is such a fun thing to do n i rlly enjoy talking to you. happy to have a friend like you:)

really think miss mel would show up to the gala with only one dress? no honey.. this is my REAL gala dress.. the first one was just an entrace one.

my name is melanie, i’m 23 years old and every night i have girl dinner. nobody can tell me that strawberries with melted white chocolate is not dinner.

professional photographer @mittens took a lovely picture of christos and myself while we rested from all the dancing.

Best Average Placement in Outcasted #1 melanie Avg: 1.40 (5 games)

is coming soon. stay tuned..

don’t doubt cherry s knowledge about brazil and spain. i have made a horrible mistake and would like to publically appologize for my sins.

that the events for the gala are so european phobic, couldve thought about that like what do u mean enrollment for an arena at 4am? i hope that future events part of the gala will be more europe friendly, because trust i will be fighting for european rights.

my date christos and i just arrived at the gala.. we posed at the carpet and of course we went straight to the bar for champagne afterwards. so excited to be here!

sin please block me from shops i cant handle it anymore it’s too much i just spent again please i have an addiction its unhealthy

my bank account is crying right now i went fully fucking rogue but i’d do it all over again… IVE NEEEEEDED A GOOD SHOPS CYCLE LIKE FUCKK

i just spent 10k koinz. and i’d do it all over again

i have officially made final two in every outcasted i have played. after this, it’s time for my outcasted retirement.

is a lesbianphobic place

to my first ever ride or die on kovaze, the one and only beautiful venusvafa ❤️❤️ so happy to have met you n be such close friends ugh, love u down and have the best day ever

here is pt 1 for anyone wondering:) the homophobes also found it i think but oh well! https://kovaze.com/blog/120871 so i just got back home from the date and i honestly had an amazing time.. we went to a lowkey tapas restaurant, it wasnt like a super serious romantic setting but for the first date it was more than perfect. i loveee the lwk setting esp cause its also meeting for the first timw yk and esp with how sudden and spontaneous the plan was, but im all in for spontaneous plans. so we talked non stop honestly, about anything and everything. life, work, school, living situations and what not. like all the general talks! we also spoke about past relationships, how we view relationships and such and all our views alligned pretty much. like when i said that sometimes my bad trait is that i expect princess treatment at all times and it makes me annoyed when i don’t, she was like but that’s what a girl deserves and i was like YES EXACTLYYYY!!!! i also feel like theres such a burden of my shoulders after this date bc you know, it’s literally the start of my coming out. right now i’m just taking things in, processing still but i definitely would love to see her again. it was just rlly nice and idk like its one of the final pushes i needed for being open about my sexuality n such. but yes!! i’ll keep you updated if theres gonna be a second date…

i’m going on a date tonight. after my blog about how i feel on that aspect and such and receiving words of encouragement from plenty of you, i decided that it was time for me to put myself out there again and step into the dating scene. because the past is the past and the present is now and it’s up to me to make the most out if it for myself. however.. i’m going on a date with a woman. i’m very nervous for this, as i’ve never done anything so publically in an i guess you could say romantic way with another woman. i’m bisexual, maybe even pansexual, i don’t know and who cares anyways because labels are not important! but i’m not out in real life at all. like sure, i’ve kissed girls when going to the clubs and such but nobody in my inner circle really knows that i also have romantic interest in women.. so i guess this date is sort of my coming out? i have a very loving and supporting group of people around me in my personal life so i’m sure it isn’t an issue, i think for me it’s just.. scary? i always pictured life to be livinv with a man, having kids that way and such. being a mom is literally my biggest dream and only goal in life, and it will work differently being with a woman of course. not that that’s bad! just not what i’ve always envisioned life to be like. so yes, i’m really excited but also nervous about the date but honestly, even if it doesn’t lead anywhere i improved (?) myself in two ways with 1 being open to those things again and putting myself out there and 2 my lwk coming out.

so at first i didnt rlly wanna do anything but i felt like i was missing out.. so hereby i present to you my met gala look!! imo its stunning and represents me well, i’m all about pink n pearls baby like yassss after maxora my personal stylist gave me some advice before

the head of the spanish committee ( cristi ) and the head of the dutch/belgian committee ( melanie ) have made ammends. they are now at peace and a beautiful friendship is on it’s way. from enemies to sisters. kovazia is healing. I AM NOW OFFICIALLY A CRISTI STAN TOO.