Of painting cherries for cherry until they actually look decent

If anyone wants anything before I upload two more drag race designs

would you buy this dress for 1k? https://www.kovaze.com/designs/820

I feel like my photo ATE this week. I’m hoping for a top 4 performance but we’ll see. I really tried to think outside the box with the swing concept, took the critiques from previous weeks into account, and pushed myself into something more fashion forward overall. Honestly I’m just really proud of this one.

The past 24-48 hours have honestly sucked. I know the science behind addiction and dopamine crashes, but knowing that doesn’t make it easier when nothing feels exciting anymore. I painted five pictures, tried three different video games, and kept bouncing between things trying to feel something, but everything just feels flat right now.

And an old co worker I didn't fuck with texted me saying she's starting back today and wants to get lunch. Do I just call out, is this my sign? I barely slept last night

like wtf?

sprite gave me the idea, loving it with brookie's drag face, sooo good

just made gigi goodes spring runway design and im obsessed https://kovaze.com/designs/15404

I want it but idk if others would buy it LMAO https://kovaze.com/designs/15244

I’ve joked for years about never quitting weed, but honestly it’s been holding me back more than helping lately. I threw out everything I use to get high and want to start living a little more like an actual adult. I’ve been paying on my bills and stuff, just not to the full extent I could or should be. I know I can do this. Mostly posting this for accountability and to finally put it in words that I'll be sober.

Should have won more awards than it did, iconic movie.

I was telling my friend a story about Hugh Jackman and I accidentially called him Jack Hughman. Still think about that day tbh

I think part of this whole situation came from people noticing Maturo and Tatum typed similarly, and with Tatum having a language barrier, people started connecting dots and running with it. But at the same time, publicly calling someone a pedophile is a really serious accusation, and Sin has always said to report concerns privately instead of making public callouts. I also think ban reasons need to be more specific because “7 days for toxicity” just leaves everyone guessing what actually crossed the line, which only creates more drama.

But I fear I have fallen out of love with gaming :(

are you happy or sad about this?

I’ve been thinking about hosting a hidden identity game inspired by Traitors. I kinda want to call it The Deception Game instead because it fits the vibe better. I also think it would be more fun if everyone played as aliases/characters instead of themselves, but I don’t know how that would go over or if people would rather just play normally. Still, I think the character idea sounds way better. I’ll post two example characters below for the vibe I’m thinking of.