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So I broke up with my boyfriend Erik. We were together for quite a bit....we met in November, right before my 48th birthday. So technically we've been together since before Thanksgiving...like November 21st, so roughly 3.5 months, which is a long-ass time for me. LOL I wasn't feeling it....I know this sounds so terrible....we were long distance and he was (or is) in a wheelchair. He's a big dude but if you know me....I don't judge, considering I used to be 500 pounds. I was definitely an upgrade from his last relationship. So I decided to use the excuse of distance to break up, but I think he saw right fucking through it. I told him I still wanted to talk and be friends...he did not. And right before he blocked me, Cole (who was actually pretty pissed that we broke up; he liked Erik a lot) messaged me a screenshot from his Facebook and he had a post "I STAND WITH ISRAEL" Soooo Cole wasn't upset anymore. So I'm single again and I have decided not to jump into another relationship. I want to be single and have both sexes chase me. It's a really weird feeling. I just have to remember NOT to settle!

a pair of bonded fancy male rats. They are soooo super cute. 🐁 My mom is so gullible though..initially I told her that I was getting Cole the rats and she said "I DO NOT WANT RATS IN MY HOUSE!" and no matter how much I explained to her that they are domesticated, do not carry diseases, live in a multi-level cage, and are very intelligent....she didn't want no damn rats in this house. So, me being the sly person I can be, got the rats while I was in the hospital and I told my mother "They are a pair of giant fancy gerbils" 🤣🤣 So when the "boys" as I call them now (Andrew & Ivan) came home (Cole's good friend from NH went and picked him up 2 rats from a breeder and all the necessary accessories...including a 3 tier cage!! $50 for everything!!) my mother peeked in to the cage and commented how long their tails were. 🤣🤣 So last night I went into her room and confessed...they are actually fancy male rats. She took it better than I thought she would. She said "keep them away from me" Gladly obliged. haha I hope everyone has a wonderful day. ✌🏻

in our city hospital.... My key takeaway from this hospital stint? I gotta stop drinking. Like, no more. Doneeeee. I had a bleeding ulcer...I had to have an emergency endoscopy and the surgeon had to cauterize my ulcer because it was bleeding. I was supposed to come home Monday, but then Sunday night, my blood pressure started CRASHING. At one point it was 82/40. I also presented with malnutrition....I was starting to grow light soft hair (called lanugo) on my face from malnourishment. I FINALLY started feeling better toady. I was good yesterday, but then I had a sudden onset of nausea and started puking everywhere...and then my bp started bottoming out AGAIN. They wanted to keep me another night (for tonight) but I was SO FUCKING ANNOYED by this point...8 days of being poked, prodded, doped up on pain meds...having every little movement tracked with a heart monitor...having very little to eat because of being sick....I was SO OVER IT. I told the doctor this morning that I was over it and she needed to get what she needed because I want OUT TODAY. I was discharged at 5:15pm and was so annoyed I was ready to rip my own IV out. At 2:40pm I told the nurse that I needed pain medication before I went home. "Yep." 5pm comes and she comes into the room "Would you like your Latuda?" (my night med for my biplolar disorder) Me: NOPE. I want you to take my IV out and I'll go home and take my Latuda with my pain medication that I requested two hours ago. It was a decent visit until today. But I finally left... I weighed 202 pounds when I went in on Monday night...I came home today at 188. The battle begins.... ✌🏻

I have been an inpatient since Tuesday. I spent 2 days in the Short Stay Unit and yesterday morning I was moved up into the main hospital and in to a regular room. I have lost massive amounts of weight so far and am so sick that they are planning on giving me a feeding tube today because I still cannot eat OR drink without having intense pain and feeling super sick. Because of my weight loss surgery, my stomach anatomy won't support a typical feeding tube so I need to have one placed by a PIC line technique in my arm. No more alcohol drinking for me. This sucks so much.

So just about an hour after I blogged my last blog about my tumors, I started having TERRIBLE abdominal pain to where I was rolling on the floor and screaming. My friend Diana picked my ass up and brought my skinny ass (198 as of 15 mins ago) to my local ER where after several tests...I have (another) large bleeding ulcer on my surgery site line and I'm being admitted to have an endoscopy asap in the morning. Last time this shit happened I was an inpatient for 6 days. I predict at least 2-3 days this time. Maybe overnight..who knows? I guess it will depend on how the damn thing looks. Blah. Fuck 2026 with a pitchfork. 🥺✌️

Finally some fucking good news about my health for once. I just got my tumor tests this morning and I already got the results: left adrenal tumor: "2.1 cm lipid-rich left adrenal adenoma" left renal tumor: benign. I can breathe a little easier. Thanks to everyone who has let me vent like crazy the past month or so and have listened to me whine and cry. Y'all know who yall are. ✌🏻

I must have burned down an orphanage in my past life. I had to go for more imaging today, as I was screaming in pain with the most intense back pain I have ever felt in my life. I went to the ER and had an emergency MRI. Wouldn't you know it...they found ANOTHER FUCKING TUMOR. This time on my right kidney. So that 3 tumors, 2 new ones popping up in a month. And people wonder why I started drinking....

It tastes so fucking good. Vanilla cupcake with pink frosting...with little candied sprinkles. 🤤🤤 I'll probably throw up but it's honestly worth it. I never have sugar anymore...so I'm gonna make it worth it! 🧁 ✌🏻

I can afford another gift, so here we go... One guess per person. Which one is the lie? 1. I was originally accepted to Mount Ida in Massachusetts for Journalism. 🎓 2. I am scared af of snakes. 🐍 3. My first job was laundry at the Super 8 Motel. 👕 ✌🏻

lexey Message me so I can gift you! ✌🏻

First person to get the lie gets a gift. Thank you for inspiring me, MarieEve 1 guess per person. 1. I met Jon Bon Jovi when I was 8 years old in Quebec, Canada. 2. Susan Lucci refused to give me an autograph when I was working on the Maine Turnpike rest stop in 1999. 3. I was arrested in New Mexico in 1998. Which one is the lie?

and now I must re-brand. I found out through a circle of friends that the platform I was working for wasn't exactly honest. The money was great...I got paid per minute, but the platform fees are disgusting. I had to pay $75 for a "deep" Federal background report, which is fine because my name is as pure as new fallen snow...but I also heard that it's way less than $75 for a background search/report. Then I did some searching about the payments...they say as plain as day that you get a 1099K if you make $20K or more, which is fine, but THEN I went deeper into my research and not only do they count what you make as a payout, but they count WHAT YOU MAKE THE COMPANY. So what I get paid isn't NEAR what the company is paid. I felt like the wind was knocked out of me... and THEN...within my circle of friends, it was found that some of the top-rated advisors HIRE their FRIENDS and FAMILY to go online (they pay for their calls), make a quick call with someone who is rated 5 stars, and talk for 5 mins, hang up, and give them a terrible review. It happened to me once and it rattled me because I thought it was a good reading. We were having a snowstorm and I told the lady that we were having one, and if I was disconnected because my service was wonky, I would send her 5 free minutes. After the call she wrote a horrible review and gave me a 1 star rating and wrote: THIS WOMAN WAS TRYING TO WASTE MY MONEY BY TALKING ABOUT THE WEATHER. HORRIBLE READER SHE WASTES TIME. like wtf. So discouraged. Gotta rebrand again. Because I was hired at this job, I had to take my personal website down (it was a lot of money to maintain anyway) and stop advertising. What a waste. Ugh. Sorry. Just venting. 2026 sucks so far.

And tell me why they deserve it. I will randomly gift someone on this blog. ✌🏻

I was single for so long..after dating around for about 4 months, I thought I found a guy I vibed with. Up until today.... We were having a conversation about the Epstein files and he remarked that the victims' words were not enough; he wanted SOLID PROOF. Considering my past, I was in shock. I did not expect that from him at all. I feel like this is definitely a deal breaker for me. I cannot in good conscience be with someone who wants MORE PROOF about being sex trafficked. I'm so fucking stunned right now I can't even...

I have an early doctor's appointment this morning and I'm super nervous. Tuesday I had to go to the ER because I had fallen down and smacked my head in the laundry room...where it is all cement, and I take Eliquis, a blood thinner. My sister had fallen down and hit her head pretty much in the same place 5 years prior, she died from a brain bleed because she refused to go the ER. I am not ready to see my sister yet, so I had my friend Diana take me to the ER. I had a grade 2 concussion. BUT...they also found something, ANOTHER something...an "incidental finding" (second "incidental finding" in a month) They found I have another tumor, this one on my thyroid gland. I have a tumor already on my adrenal gland...I have it for years and it increasing in size. My last scan for the adrenal tumor was in 2020 and I had an oncologist tell me it was benign. She also told me I needed surgery and warned that if it was taken care of, it could become cancerous. The major question is whether the thyroid tumor had been metastasized from the adrenal tumor, of if this is just a new tumor site completely. So that is where we are at...I am scheduled for an MRI on the 17th for my adrenal gland tumor, so I'm sure they will just squeeze the thyroid in there as well. I have so many surgeries coming up...I am scheduled for a consult with a neurosurgeon in May for my back, which has gotten progressively WORSE. Lose weight, they said. You'll feel better when you lose weight!....260 pounds later and I'm still fucking miserable. Just put me out of my misery LOL Good vibes please...I need them. Sorry for the long read. ✌🏻

which cat I want to purchase in Frostbite's shop. I miss my Amelia, and she looked kinda like a Birman cat, although she was half Maine Coon cat and Domestic Long Hair/tortie swirl. She was absolutely gorgeous. I miss her so much. I was her Gamma. I miss that cat. She was more than just a cat. She was my little feline friend. Anyway. Kinda leaning towards Birman. I wish I knew how to post a picture in here of Amelia so we I can compare. ✌🏻

Matt...since you want to block me: A. I had no idea you are from Brazil. Never did I ever attack your English. Not once. I have the receipts to prove it. B. You did attack my age and weight loss and were at a complete loss as to what to say because I turned your own rhetoric against you, so you blocked me. And made a blog about me, knowing I cannot respond to your ridiculous accusations. Bless your heart, Matt Matt I hope you graduate high school soon. ✌🏻

but at least I get offline once a day to wash it. Pussy. Wanna send me an insult then block me? Dick.

Yay it's my PAY DAY 💰💰 I'll be broke within 5 minutes because Bills got their hands out....but yay for paying bills and being broke & hungry for another month. 🤣 With the economy the way it is right now, I can barely afford to live in a cardboard box. I should have never said "2026 is gonna be MY year" because so far, it sucks ass. I'd like a do-over please.

and I will randomly gift someone who comments...or maybe 2 idk gonna spread the love because I'm feeling blue. ✌🏻