in sprites closet… it is true i told fairytales to get cancer and die when i was 14? 15? she’s held it over my head for years and taunted me with it and every few years she tells my newer friends about it.
bad thing to say to someone? yeah. but also i’m done whipping myself over something i did 8-10 years ago. big whoop. i was a mad exhausted child. i’ve apologized endlessly for years. and i was a victim of hers far more than she was of me.
she abused me emotionally for months and sent me inappropriate photos. i was a child in middle school being sent naked photos of grown people and talking her out of killing herself in between classes. i lost it on her and said i wanted her to get cancer. i’ve apologized for years and now im done. hate me if u want that’s chill. but know if u are hating me for it, you’re hating a 14-15 year old kid who was mentally exhausted being the punching bag AND therapist to a deranged person.
so now it’s all out there hooray.