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I had the time of my life racing with you Christos <3 getting a race win on a day so important to me...the Hannah Montana anniversary...makes it something even more beautiful than normal :) i'm so glad we could do it my greek prince

I know the trends stop working after a certain amount of people in the blog so tagging all the people HERE that it did not tag. melanie dynasty pureessence sirvivor jadennator1 onyx torimarie hwest14 illya brookie koolness234 chris style minie legend VIEW YOUR OPINIONS HERE: https://kovaze.com/blog/95252 - AND NO ONE ELSE IS ALLOWED TO POST NOW

3/24

I had the time of my life racing with you Womanizer <3 it was something beautiful carrying you in this race after I kinda nuked you down in our last two...

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I had the time of my life racing with you robbieriot the amount of WORDS we had in that race was truly something beautiful!

it's crazy but...on this day 16 years ago 3/23/2010 i joined tengaged...truly insane how long it's been but definitely changed my life (some for the best...some for the worst) so pyn and i will give you my deepest personal thoughts or memory from you over these last 16 years! because at this point i feel like i should have interacted with almost everyone! 3pi14159 - It's funny we were opps for YEARS and I truly don't remember why but we'd always come for each other I remember attacking you constantly about your COLLEGE ADMISSIONS DRAMA...then one day when I returned to the site while it was on its last legs...we dropped the beef and now I stan you :) Fire - I don't recall us every interacting on tengaged, but I really enjoy you on kovaze :) i love racing with you and i forgive you for fucking me over in that outcasted one time you bitch Desh - Just the biggest sweetheart! Obviously I was always so chaotic and you were always so chill, but we always had like a kinship I feel! We got along and I adore you still to this day even if we don't always speak, but when we do you're just so kind to me always even if you didn't want to come out with me in NYC. biancabae - No you're a kovaze icon to me I reference you quite often...I remember when we were race partners and I was gagged by your scores (in a negative way), but you were in on the joke when I made fun of them and I love that. A lot of people can't laugh at themselves. And when I played outcasted with you I learned that you're actually a very impressive gameplayer. Unfortunate - Just adore you!! I remember all the way back to the days in like 2013 when you were T-Dating Orlando LOL and he was my bestie and he'd bitch about you so I was like ok this is an opp but then years later you know we actually got to know each other and I just love you. Always bringing good vibes and good energy :) we may not talk all the time but if I ever see you around I know I have a friend/ally! LEXEY - I feel like we didn't always get along on TG, not that we had personal beef, but I feel like I didn't get along with your friends and that just looped you in, but on a personal level you've always been chill to me in our limited interactions and I'm glad you found TG love...that is something beautiful. NotNicky333 - Nicky! Obviously we've known each other forever and it was quite random that one summer we just became bffs and would sit on call together and we were in those survivor group games and we were ride or dies for real. Somewhere along the line we kinda 'fell out' not really fell out but like weren't really friends I suppose. I know we don't talk much on here but I will always love you and have a soft spot :) DK - Oh my king. One of the best players out there :) Obviously we knew each other for a long time and played games, but it was really the later years of TG that we became friends and I just love you. I think back in the day we were both just so IN it so games weren't always the best for us because we were both such tryhards, but now we're so much lighter and I think we have so much in common truly. I know we're friends, but even still I know we could be even closer because we have lots of similar interests! Love you and prays you didn't nom me in viv stars... Sprite - Obviously I have always known you, but even on TG I don't recall ever interacting much. I stan your presence on here you're very unique and funny, but you are a bit of a nuke in race. Tisha - My absolute fave <3 For someone who I didn't know on TG (no I did not hate you!) I have just adored getting to know you on here. Not a day goes by where we don't talk. I love our endless conversations, our facetimes, you calling me before work, your voice memos...you truly warm my heart! Never would I have thought that I'd connect with someone new after all these years, but you really are special to me. I cannot wait til we finally get our race win because it will be the best one yet (hopefully #10!). Glad you had so much fun this weekend, can't wait til I'm there...You seeked Jaded out and I'm very glad that you did. It's always been you, Tisha. Poof - You really are always so kind to me! You're such a nice person and very loyal whenever we're in games. It does not go unrecognized or unappreciated. Sorry for attacking you while you were nuking me down in race...all love David! DOOM - I really enjoy your presence! You were such a fun troll on tengaged for so many years and I enjoyed there as well, but on here you're very cool. You still have the same personality I sense from the blogs page, but a lot more mellowed down I mean yeah we've all matured over the years. You've always been super cool to me even if we don't really talk one on one. I feel your love from a far. Adam - Ugh, such a king! It's funny because we've known each other forever and we've never been like omg super close but we've always been like yeah we're friends and we are loyal to each other even if it was never spoken on. There's just a natural connection between us (on my end at least - I can't speak for you) so whenever I see you it's just like such a friendly face and presence. Love you, but jaded is sad you did not want to meet him in NYC. Next time...next time. Rebranding - My absolute king <3 I've known you for so long truly an impactful person for me. I remember us as noob sheep on TG and then became friends and I really looked up to you. I remember when your mom died and I was genuinely super sad about it and I just love you down! Obviously we drifted a part a bit later in life and then you fucked me over in Stars Winners at War, but when we returned to tengaged years later...it just brought us back. I loved our early morning frookies everyday with Tylor truly such fond memories for me. Now that you're here it's like nothing has changed. I love you lots <3 @Cowgirl - LOL you are so unserious, but as I said yesterday you are the only person who is allowed to change usernames and me accept it because I think it's funny and I enjoy the personalities. I do love you lots and I appreciate your friendship. You are super loyal and sweet and even though you can come off as a bitch sometimes I know that you're a big softy. Thanks for always having my back, but I will never forget what you did to me in race last week you absolute fucking nuke. Miarma - I don't know you on a personal level, but you're always so sweet to me :) Glad that I got to win race with you because you seem to be such a nice guy! Lolicapolica - Dr. Admir I love you! Even when I used to always get in beef with people you were close with, I always was very fond of you. I still don't understand the username and I think you took over someone's account, but bop...I'm so glad I got to facetime with you this weekend and I'm glad that you seemed to have the best time :) I think you're such a king... Nick - Nick! I always knew of you on TG of course, but I can't remember ever having personal conversations. Obviously it's not like we talk a lot one on one here, but I know we have the unspoken bond. I think you're funny and aren't someone who takes things too seriously and I love that. Can't wait to see you in all of our future games xoxo - jared Marwane - Truly like my fave! Obviously I have known you forever and we had our ups and downs on tengaged, but you have become one of my best friends on kovaze for sure. At least on my end I consider you to be one of my favorite people. I always love to sit on calls with you and play games or even just talk. I enjoyed our drinking night together where we got plastered and took shots. I just know you'd be a blast in real life and hopefully some day we can party together. Love you lots marwane :) Katheryn - Probably the nicest person I've ever encountered on either of these crazy sites. I don't think you have a bad bone in your body. I had a pretty rough reputation on the old site, but you've always seen the good in me! Ever since i joined this site and started playing races you were always a jaded stan. I adore you and thank you for always being so kind to me and really everyone. It does not go unnoticed. Dumblonde - Don't make me cry! I love you so fucking much and I know you know that. It's crazy thinking how close we've become because obviously we were always cool on tengaged early on, but then there came a point and I know I was talking about it this weekend I don't remember exactly what the moment was...but the universe shifted. As much sadness or dark times I had on that website over the years, I'd do it all over again because it brought me a good friend like you. I can talk to you endlessly about bravo or music or anything in life. You've always been there for me to raise me up when I've been down and I will never ever forget that. If it's JesseM being a creep that bonded us and forged this friendship then I guess I'll love him forever. Love you baby thanks for hosting me this weekend and for all of the fun memories. James - My little lover boy...our friendship always had people shaking and it absolutely should. When two iconic people come together you can't help, but blame them for being pressed by it. It's funny because we always had such drama in games on tengaged, but when we both drifted away from the website like we formed such a strong friendship almost instantly. I don't know why it took us so long to get there, but I'm glad that it did. You are such an amazing person and I don't give a fuck what people say you are extremely loyal to those you love. While I was having the worst days of my life you would constantly be checking on me and I really will never forget it. I adore you and I'm so happy for everything positive in your life. All of our orgs we played together we really stuck it through and the loyalty never broke and I think that's really impressive and shows that we have such a genuine friendship. BUnderscore - It's so funny because I saw you on the blogs page for months and never knew who you were and one day...it just clicked. It was right in front of my face the whole time. I know both of us were somewhat controversial characters at the time, but I always was very fond of you and I felt like we had an unspoken friendship. I always thought you were funny and somewhat trolly and I looked forward to your blogs. Christos - I love you my greek prince. I remember back in the day we were such on and off friends. I remember spending so many hours on call with you while you were dating Sara and you had such a chill vibe, but I was absolutely psychotic and probably attacked you all the time. But flash forward a few years I remember getting drunk on a discord call on your birthday and now when I see you on here I know I see a friend. I think you're so much fun and I really adore you :) Melanie - You are a new face, but I love you! It's funny because now I see you in any game and I'm like that's my bitch right there I sometimes forget that you were my first kovaze OPP when we randomly fought in that one arena LOL. You are such a sweet girl though and yeah sorry about the traitors game we played I did not mean to hurt you I was just playing the game. Love your energy and I'm so glad you had fun this last weekend...hopefully one day I'm there partying it up with yall. Dynasty - Obviously I remember you from tengaged, but I don't remember interacting with you too much on a personal level. I always see you around on here in races and such and I definitely don't mind racing with you - not a nuke! PureEssence - Oh Essence! I think now we have a respect and love for each other even if we don't talk one on one a lot. Like when I saw you joined the site I was so excited to reconnect with another person from the past. Back in the day though...omg. I really fucking hated you and on my end I was like I really felt like I tried to be so loyal to you all the time and you were such a shady hoe to me. But it definitely did not deserve my psychotic backlash I always gave you. I remember that stars we played and you won and I got 16th and I'm pretty sure you bailey brendan tylor dylan all like fucked me over for 16th and faked it and i got last against an inactive jassos9 LOL i really cant and then I remember spamming this photo of you with pink hair i may still have it somewhere saved on my phone LOL yeah i was definitely a crazy fella...but we all grow. Loves you now <3 enjoy your hannah montana watch party! Sirvivor - Ohhh we really hated each other. I mean yeah you more than me a bit! I fight and move on, but I know we talked a lot about the past and your grudge holding ability! However since coming on here we've had a good relationship and we had some really nice conversations. I know we have not talked in a minute, but I hope you're doing well and you can definitely hit me up any time :) Love you Jadennator1 - It's like...I love you so much I don't think you understand. I know we fought a lot when we were younger and you did NOT want me to return to kovaze, but when I saw you on here it just felt so nostalgic and sweet to me. You clicked back together right away and we're closer than we've ever been. I just think you are such a good person with a good heart and I feel like I can just talk to you about anything and it's so fun to laugh and bitch about people together. I just really adore you and like I said words won't even do it justice. Love you long time beautiful nothing will ever break us up again. <3 Onyx - Firstly, thank you for all of the help with my shop because I know I've been annoying - even if you don't say so! I know we had some beef in games and would target each other, but I've really always liked you. I know we have never been close friends in the way that we're talking about life, but I really enjoy you and I think you're fun to talk to when we do and you don't really take shit too seriously and I love that. Whenever I see you in games now I think I see a friend/ally like I'd never do my sis dirty. Torimarie - The beautiful Montana...it's funny because I know we don't talk much now, but I do have such love for you and whenever we're in a game like I know we're ride or dies baby. I will never forget the summer or two that we actually were close...it does feel like kind of a blur now because LOL I don't even know why, but we would always call with Allie and talk about Orange is the New Black and it was just a fun time even if it feels so far away now. Message me about Bravo anytime...Love you! Hwest14 - My fellow p!nk stan I remember all of our calls back in the day talking about her and our big brother talks and the rankdowns it was all just so fun when life so much less serious. As I've told you before, you are a good friend even if we aren't super close because I remember even at times we drifted apart you were always a lemjam6 truther and never turned your back on me when it was the popular thing to do. You have a mind of your own and even til this day I still love you bb. Illya - My little illya you're too pure for this world. I don't give a fuck about what people say about you sometimes, I just freakin adore you. I think you are just the sweetest. You are such a good and loyal friend and always have your friends backs. I love that we've gotten so much closer over the last few months through the fam chat it just feels like I've known you forever. Thank you for always being so good to me and I'll always have your back no matter what. Can't wait to party it up with you in these next few weeks. Brookie - I love my funny queen. It's funny because there was a point years ago where we'd be on calls and you were so funny, but those years are such a fucking blur in my head if my life depended on guessing which year it was I think I'd genuinely be dead. However I just think you're such a sweetheart and a fun girl to be around I really enjoy your presence on the site even if we don't talk a lot. Koolness234 - We LOVE the OGs! I know on tengaged we didn't always get along and were always coming at each other in games, but on here we just have that OG energy and it's such a fun vibe with you. Even when I was targeting you in Celebs it was out of RESPECT like I knew you were gonna fucking win and I had to just throw everything at the wall. I know you were fine with it and we're still gonna queen out together at all times. Love you boo. Chris - Ugh! Truly I don't know a better person. My love for you has no bounds and I know for a fact we'll be besties for life. I'm so glad we ended up in I&I's together which ended up with us meeting in person. You are such a good friend and I never have to question your loyalty because you've shown me time and time again that you'll have my back (even when my actions can be undefendable!). I can never understand how people could think of you in a negative light because you're perfect to me. I enjoy your endless conversations about bravo, music, life, etc anything anything we could really talk for hours on end about anything and then I'll see we'll be on the phone for 5 hours and I'll have accomplished absolutely nothing! Truly a friend for life and I can't wait to celebrate you this weekend my baby. NOTHING COMES BETWEEN US. Style - Bitch I fucking love you more than you even know. Like I know we don't talk one on one a lot, but I just think you are the fucking coolest. You have such a chill demeanor and I think it's so attractive in a person like people just gravitate towards you. I'm really glad that I've gotten to know you a lot better over these last few months because we've always had friends in common and I know that we've been around each other and we've always been cool, but it's a lot different now. I consider you a good friend and I really do love you so much. You are so fun to play games with and be on calls with like I think you're so funny and we're always queening out together in the most R worded away in games. You are the best and I cannot wait until one day when you accept my instagram follow request. Minie - My girl I have such a soft spot in my heart for you. We go way back to the Flawless days and then PARTITION like it really is crazy to think about. I remember we were besties and then fucking hated each other and then were friends again. I love you and I remember you really being there for me in sad times of my life and I'll never forget that. I know you hate my race win blogs, but I cannot wait to win one with you one day...it will truly be something beautiful. I'll be 80 years old and listening to You Gotta Be and thinking about you <3 Legend - I don't give a fuck what anyone says I'm always a MessyJ defender. You will always be MessyJ to be and I demand a name change. You're always so nice and honestly I think you're very underrated as a competitor...I will always say that MessyJ is not a nuke! Thanks for always being so kind to me :)

that i'm just too soft for all of it.

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