I don't want to go back!

All I really want to say is that I really do feel like I was being bullied and if you don't feel that way it is okay. You can neg this blog it doesn't really change my opinion. And I don't hate anyone leaving this. Thank you to @sobriquet for genuinely apologizing to me and realizing that maybe it went too far. I did play into it at the start immediately after we (WE) killed Sob because I thought it was just all fun and games, but for the next 10 hours over a dozen blogs were made about me, dozen of comments, discord DM's, lynch mobs, videos were sent. Discord servers had their own "randybandy" channel just to hunt me down. I told people to stop but was ignored, or called sensitive. You do not get to dictate how someone gets to feel in that situation. The fact that you guys can't see for a second how this type of mass attention can get to a person and starts to feel maybe like a personal attack is beyond me. Night and morning 1 were fun, I feel like i made many new friends and had some fun conversations in the down time. It truly is a stressful ass game omg. @dreamfyre @felicity @crayadian @lover @flopcity @motherfart @xojack @cswaggerr @Itsamodernlife @runaways @chazz @Space and many more im forgetting thanks for the fun and being there for me!

like i did yesterday ever again. My god.

it really is just little pixelated avatar pictures popping around different chat rooms designed in a 5 by 5 gradient edit: not shitting on it. its fun! and its built well