Trust me I'm as tired of speaking my truth as you probably are of hearing it, but as long as people continue to lie on my name - I will be my own advocate. If you thought I'd come back timid and quiet - you thought wrong. It's still #ACAB and always will be. And I wasn't surprised at all to see one tuck tail and turn victim after introducing themselves to me as a third party agitator who was gonna "make me cry". Well who's crying, porkie? Try me again and you know where it goes. I will always stand against fraudulence. For a long time, I thought my problems lay with moderation, but I was wrong. They make mistakes, but are only doing the job in front of them. The community culture itself is rotting. The problem is people that are so addicted to hierarchy they think nothing of using love language to describe parasitic relationships. Then they'll turn around and talk shit behind your back once they have something to gain. Dickriding is a great word for it, thanks Amanda. But I'm learning. Learning who my secret opps are, and learning how to play in this cold war. If you think that to win against me here is to slander me to the point of a public crash out so that you can claim the victim - then I happily concede. My honor points will return in time, but the price paid from your soul is far steeper. For the ones who have stuck by me, thank you. I know I've made it difficult. You saw the real me and I'll always be grateful for that. And to my haters, your boos mean nothing - I've seen what you cheer for. -