...and I got 2nd! I'm not even disappointed. I mean, I am that I couldn't deliver the win for my awesome partner, but holy crap I'm so proud! The first time I reached a finale in ANY of these games! God it felt so good and so motivating! Sadly didn't pull out the win, since I was going up against a freaking powerhouse in @Dream but we only lost by a little, so I'm happy. @style thank you so much for being such a badass partner and helping me out so much. Best partner ever!

So...I'm not very good at these challenges. But, I don't want to just waste time on Arena or Hysteria or whatever; I want to enjoy what I want to enjoy. That's my right. Plus, it's a free website, and it's meant to be FUN, right? But...it feels like some people on here are acting like they're Reddit mods: basically acting like what they're doing is super-serious business and they must be worshipped like they're one of God's disciples. When playing Race, most people are understanding and don't take it too seriously and they just have fun with it! But so far...two people have flat-out yelled at me for daring to make them lose and telling me to 'go play Arena/Frenzy' and 'stay out of Race'. Gotta love being dictated what you should and should not do, like they're my parents or have control over my life! Thank you, @Envious and @cheesecake for your kind words of trying to tell me how to actually play games! Here's my response:

Goddammit, I am SO freaking pissed off. I finally, FINALLY avoid getting 10th place in Race...and thanks to Rebranding kicking ass, we even get a FIRST PLACE FINISH in the next leg! So what do I do to follow that up? GET 0 FREAKING POINTS IN THAT STUPID HOLEY GAME! It's flat-out impossible. I HATE using keyboard for stuff! So of course I got us eliminated thanks to my 0 points. I hate myself so goddamn much. Sorry, I just had to vent. I'm having a miserable day. My cat peed on my bed and I need to take her to the vet tomorrow...my new Amazon wrist rest came in and it's too damn small so I have to send it back...I'm not watching the Super Bowl this year since I hate every team left after the Texans lost...I keep worrying about my pets' health in general...I keep worrying about my mother and her two bad knees and how she keeps screaming in pain all the damn time...my own lower back hurts, along with own busted knee...constant failing on New-Tengaged...I'm having a very depressing Sunday and just feel like crying. And I don't want to keep it all to myself, so...I know this is the worst place to share, since all people do on here is laugh at you and copy/paste what you say in mocking ways or other stuff, but...I don't know, I just feel all alone all the damn time and...fuck. Sorry.

Team 10 - Luxray & Onyx: 715 Team 4 - itsamodernlife & MessyJ: 675 Team 2 - katheryn & shrimpfriedrice: 646 Team 9 - daze & GeminiFoxx: 631 Team 1 - Jaded & Maya10: 597 Team 6 - Jack & SummerMariah: 587 Team 3 - Connor & opulence: 565 Team 8 - Nexa & VenusVafa: 555 Team 7 - Cherry & seanaconda: 543 Team 5 - CarltonRS & Tailslover13: 183 I cannot apologize to Carlton enough. He seems like a powerful, talented person, and of course predictably I sucked. Yes, I get it: "We all had growing pains when we started off! You'll get better!" But, you don't know me. I've been a loser and failure my ENTIRE life. I don't 'get better'. I try, try, and try...and I just can't do it. I played violin for 8 years of school...and I still sucked after I graduated high school. Like, trying and trying to 'improve' just doesn't work for everybody. Not everybody is the same. So, yeah, this was extremely embarrassing, and I apologize to Carlton for having to have me as his partner. He deserved better.