my computer died before i could complete shapes and i abandoned @cherry in her time of need i did my big nuke tonight already wow ILU CHERRY GIRL

i lost i’m 3rd By melanie, 1 minutes ago 🏆 melanie wins Arena! 🏆 0 minutes ago pls. our queen slays again. congrats dear @melanie! Our first finals together! Shout to @Frost too, I was slayed in Chainpop as always melanie: 7220 Frost: 5030 DrewmeliaBedelia: 2890

I don't care I'm so tired of disappointing my Race partners. I really try so hard in every challenge I'm given but sometimes it just doesn't go the right way. It's embarrassing to have this many points and games on the site (which some are quick to remind you of) and still have occasions where I can't break 2k on Chainpop or Match3. I listen to all the advice I'm given and try to put it into practice but sometimes I just can't. It's embarrassing to me to see people who joined the site around the same time as me flourish in comps and win and place high and I'm still so far behind them. Most people are very kind when I suck which I appreciate, but a big middle finger to several who have not been. I've got thicker skin than most but being assholes to new players when they suck at challenges is just gonna make them not come back. Be frustrated, but also please be patient when someone isn't on your level. You don't HAVE to win every game. It's okay to lose. Trust me, I do it a lot lol Anyway. I'm gonna keep trying, so don't look for me to go anywhere! I just like to be good at things and it's hard when I'm not <3

Stacker: Dropped my phone on my face and got a horrible score Deal: Ran screaming after the first deal, survived Chainpop: Definitely played but I think I started too late I'm SO SORRY @rebranding I promise I don't suck all the time! I always feel so bad when I'm a disaster lmao Anyway I never blog and wanted to document this absolute dumpster fire

PYN and I'll give an honest opinion of you! <3 I'm bored and I like most of you so why not lol @MissChloeKay - I haven't gotten to interact with you a lot yet but you are a lot of fun in the games I've seen you in! @Luna - Lmao even tho you don't know who I am I'm still including you in my list ;) I think we've been in some of the same arenas and races tho! @Yawnha - I think you are still pretty new but I have enjoyed being in arenas with you! @edmxxnd - DID YOU KNOW that I am co-creator of Project Songbird? :) So I know who you are from that and also you've been nice to me in arenas and I appreciate that! :) @SirVivor - LMAO we could air each other out on this site hehehehe no not really other than our little hiccup with me you and Missie we have always had a very good relationship and your videos and blogs crack me tf up because you are exactly who you've always been and who you think you are! Never change! <3 xoxo @melanie - Queen queen queen!!! One of my first new friends here! I think we've both really grown well into the community since we met and have also improved so much in our challenge performances! I will always help you in games however I can and I know you will do the same <3 A Melanie stan forever and always xoxo @katheryn - I love finding you in Arena and Race! It has been so nice getting to know you and chat on Discord and try to help each other in games and keep each other encouraged! I love the friendship we have made in this little community <3 @AnyaMarx - A vile piece of gutter trash who I never liked!!!!!!!! Jk ilu bestie and I'm so glad we've gotten to play around on this stupid site and get better at comps and troll people xoxo ilu girlie @itsamodernlife - I love how you have tried to help me improve my PPG! Please continue roasting me when my scores bottom out, I live! <3 Thanks for being kind and helpful :)

MY FIRST ARENA EVER!!!!!!!!!!! https://www.kovaze.com/arena/7809 Thank you to all my patient friends who have given me tips and advice on how to do the games and also being willing to work with me strategically and thank you Lucky Drop for being the final comp because if it was a skills challenge there's no way. I'LL TAKE IT