Heartbreaking.

Angie, I don’t know how I’m supposed to keep playing this game without you. A few minutes ago, you were here. You were fighting beside me, talking to me, making me believe that somehow we could actually make it through this place together. And now everything is quiet. Too quiet. I keep looking over expecting to see you, like maybe Royale will glitch and give you back to me. Like maybe if I wait long enough, your name will light back up and this will all have been some horrible mistake. But I know it won’t. They expect me to keep going now. To run, hide, fight, survive. They expect me to care about winning. I don’t. Not without you. What would winning even mean if I had to stand there at the end knowing you weren’t beside me? I could be the last person left in this entire arena and it would still feel like I lost. You were the reason I kept moving. Every time I was scared, every time I thought I couldn’t do another challenge or survive another night, I knew you were somewhere in this arena too. That was enough. Somehow, you made this horrible place feel a little less horrible. And now you’re gone. I found the poisonous berries. It almost feels cruel that they’re sitting here looking so ordinary. Something so small deciding whether somebody stays in the game or disappears from it. Maybe everyone watching expects me to throw them away. Maybe they’re screaming at their screens telling me to keep fighting. I’m sorry. I can’t be here without you. I don’t want another alliance. I don’t want revenge. I don’t want the crown. I don’t want to become the person who survived Angie. So I’m sitting here beneath the same sky you saw tonight, holding these berries in my hand, and pretending for one last second that you’re sitting beside me. If there is somewhere our characters go when Royale ends, save me a spot. Because wherever this game sends you next, that’s where I want my story to end too. I love you, Angie. I’m coming to find you. — Jaded

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Nettles can you please hand me poisonous berries

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