Felt like i was a castmember on the real housewives 😂😂

Wow well this was some fun drama!

Please don’t use my drinking as an attack that is a step too far

You are truly the epitome of a nasty person

Or, sorry, did you forget because you were out getting drunk and dropping your phone in the toilet when hungover the next day?

You actually, didn’t say that you were having a crap time in our group discussion, ANYWHERE.

Things I've learned today: - not agreeing with someone to vote someone out and being 100% honest makes me a problematic person - wanting to talk to the other tribe at merge and play more fluidly and treat people like humans means I’m playing survivor in a really shitty way - saying you’re having a crap time in real life is not enough to get someone to check up on you, you just have to assume they’re going through it to and keep silent - if you’re feeling bad mentally just stay silent and suck it up because other people are dealing with their own shit

Not only did Padam not see that I did a favor for them by saving Lewis, their friend (not part of this group), but then lashed out emotionally at me. Even telling me to go and fuck myself.

However I will be voting PadamPadam for the following reason. While having a group discussion, Padam refused to provide any names for the vote. Each name was turned down by Padam. When lewis’ name was brought up, Padam said they absolutely would NOT vote lewis or Jessie. Since 3 potential names for a vote were brought up and one could not be decided, I worked with lewis because Padam was SO emotional about him staying.

PadamPadam, I understand you have things going on. I’m sorry you are going through a tough time. However, you are not my best friend and I had no indication that you were struggling. Your personal struggles, are honestly, not my issue. I’ve got enough going on in my own life. My apologies. Honestly. If i had really seen the signs, I would’ve asked.

Werewolf pushed for Lewis to go and then didn’t even vote him. I said I wasn’t voting for Lewis, or Jessie. How many other names do you wanna throw out. I’m not going to converse with him any further. Especially when he doesn’t want to even consider that we are real people behind our avatars.

Can yall please vote either me or Werewolf out because I don’t wanna be stuck in a game with him. Thanks kindly. If you do want to vote him with me I’ll be a number for you! I will say I have a hell of a lot going on right now so if I’m a number for you I’ll happily go out at some point, but I’m not here to be spoken down to. I really appreciate anyone who has checked in on me… but yeah mental health really does matter and I simply cannot respect this person nor want to share the space with them

Voting for Padam today because they said they wanted to go home :( Sorry!

oh yall tried it.

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