I encourage people to please listen to my voice message in the house chat on discord🤍 I understand and hear the frustration and I’m sorry. I am extremely new to this site and community I’ve never played on a website like this and was casted on this show before ever playing a game on this site. When I first started this competition I was scared because everyone had thousands of points under their belt and I had 0. People seemed to know each other and had more rooted connections while I only knew Maelyn from Roblox. Part of my strategy was joining every voice call and staying to the bitter end of each one which got me into my first alliance called the Midnight Crew with people like Tommy, Ryan, LK, Dimes, Schmevo as well as the reason why I became so close with Jess was we were the last two to leave that first house call and made the connection that we’re both from the Midwest and live only 50mins away from each other. I always thought the main objective of this game was to survive the longest without being nominated and the public would respect that as good gameplay this now I believe isn’t the case. My name was a continuous hot button name 80% of this game because people felt confident to throw my name around because of how clear it was that I had no prior connection with the rest of the house so it was the easiest name to say without receiving backlash. I have been doing a lot in the house to stay but realize by doing so I shot my chances of being nominated and allowing you the voting public into my world on a vulnerable level and the opportunity get to know me deeper. For that I am sorry. I wanted to say to Ryan and Tezu nations they are both sweet and kind people I understand the support they receive. Ryan was the first person to send me a voice message this game and on day 1 was one of the people I felt the most comfortable and confident with and Tezu your English is flawless mama💖 To Avalon, Jess and Dimes thank you for seeing value in me early on in this game and making me feel like I was more than a name to float. I’m grateful to have met such loving people in this game💕 To the public I love you so much I hope you continue to cheer on your favs⭐️ and I’m sorry to anyone who feels hurt by any of my actions in this game🤍 #celebs12 #celebrities12 Love Pearl🌸